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2008馬來西亞大選感言

2008-03-10T01:58:00.001+08:00

注意: 這篇文章是我花了五個小時慢慢打出來的。以下的談論可能會涉及一些敏感的話題﹐主觀的言論﹐以及過火的評擊。希望大家可以保持一貫平常心去解讀這篇文章。

我很少公開談論政治的﹐因為通常都會涉及一些敏感的話題。未免得罪別人,我通常都會儘量避免把個人觀點公開化。但是既然現在是(後)大選時期﹐我就破例一次吧!

首先我要恭喜反對黨﹐創下歷史性的高潮! 一連奪下了八十四個國會議席﹐否決了國陣三份二的主權﹐還有更創﹔記錄地奪下檳城﹐吉打﹐霹靂﹐吉蘭丹﹐還有雪蘭娥五大州的執政權! 恭喜行動黨﹐公正黨還有回教黨!! 等了那麼多年﹐我國終於體現了民主制度所應有的力量和影響力﹐真是叫人大快人心!

選舉前: 這個選舉不大冷

因為他熱爆了!到處都是蓬勃的反聲﹐在檳城的行動黨萬人大集會更創下了由始以來最多的六萬人!!為這次頻頻爆冷的跡象埋下了伏筆。以前人們聽到行動黨微求捐款時大家都怕得雞飛狗走﹐但是這次大家都很同心協力地響應捐款號召﹐為行動黨在選舉前打下了一支強心劑!而且到處都是反﹐反﹐反!興權效應﹐月漏倫效應﹐安華效應﹐短劍效應﹐還有很多很多的不滿情緒﹐都在是次大選摩拳擦掌﹐儲瑞待發。。

在那麼多的不利因素下﹐竟然還爆發了民進幾位大人物在那裡爭權﹐好像小孩子醬!局勢已經那麼不利了﹐還要搞那麼多動作﹐到底益了誰呢? 幾位先生加起來都過百歲了﹐難道還不會評估現下的局勢嗎? 簡直丟光了我們炎黃子孫的臉!華人的聲音已經夠弱了﹐你們還在公開上演諸侯爭霸﹐鷸蚌相爭!? 好﹐到最後一拍兩散﹐冠英得利!你們這班豆記全給我靠邊站﹐誰也沒得做!!

還有印度人的不滿情緒也已經爆發到了極點﹐印度同胞在馬來西亞被邊緣化這個事實到了爆發興度教權益行動的時間後才得到重視。。不﹐應該是得到一點點關注罷了。看我們巫統老大的所做所謂﹐似乎沒有打算一了百了地去解決印度族群們已經表面化的嚴重名聲問題﹐只是一味鑽牛角尖﹐想盡辦法想把問題壓制下去。這樣還不止﹐過後竟然在電視上頻頻播一些抹黑興權組織的片段。拜託!!現在是二十一網際網絡世紀了好嗎? 你就算怎樣壓制﹐人家一google就大把資訊出來了!誰黑誰白一目瞭然﹐輪不道你們這些大官爺們在那裡胡說八道﹐亂說四方! 問題已經那麼嚴重了﹐還在逃避現實﹐可看出這群具有石器時代思想的官爺們高超的處事手段﹐難怪我身邊的印籍同胞颳起十號風球﹐個個要上天﹐要烈火莫熄。今日下場﹐有跡可尋﹐無可厚菲。

好。。雖然說反風猛刮﹐誰也沒想到會敗得那麼悽慘﹐那麼狂風落葉﹐那麼悲壯。因為想到還有馬來人的票。想到他們玩弄種族課題﹐玩弄短劍﹐反風應該只是在華印同胞之內醞釀﹐萬萬沒想到烈火莫熄的效應是那麼的大﹐安華的影響力﹐已經遠遠超越了拉伯的想象。輕敵﹐也可能是這場始料不及的慘敗中的其中一大因素。如果是說大選提早舉行是為了趕在安華四月禁令解除前﹐那他們的如意算盤失措了﹐安華雖然沒有參選﹐可是做為一個助選者﹐他的魄力和影響力絕不亞于林吉祥。而且我不明白的就是﹐既然四月後安華也可以通過補選進入國會﹐那和壓後幾個月才大選有什麼不同?為什麼要在現在這種十號風球﹐四面楚歌的形勢下舉行大選呢?是不是被過去五十的輝煌戰勣所蒙蔽了呢?那辦那麼有經驗的政治家(政客)為什麼會那麼過度自信呢? 小弟實在太膚淺不明白個中道理﹐唯有交與那些資深的言論家去評估了。。

在提名﹐助選期間﹐雖然街坊一片反聲﹐但是也沒有出現過激的現象。人們普遍上只是認為在野黨應該只是能將執政當局陷入一番苦戰﹐從而反省。我相信沒有人會預測到這原來只是暴風雨的前夕。。

開票了: 希臘足球竟然也能稱霸歐洲!

我相信這個形容絕對不為過。足球文化一直不是主流的希臘竟然可以一舉稱霸2004年歐洲杯!同樣的﹐在反風的助威下﹐多名馬華/民陣強人竟然一一落馬!!先是馬袖強﹐然後連服務口碑一流﹐深得民心的周美芬﹐書生型的民陣強人許子根也人頭落地。。真的是連世界杯決賽﹐法國對意大利也沒那麼激昂與振奮人心。果然一如所料﹐執政黨在華裔/印度區一一不保﹐連混合區也一一告急。我想黃家定﹐三美等華基/印基黨領袖在算票時一定心跳壹佰吧!在看到那些行動黨的小將門頻頻上演小刀踞大樹時﹐公正黨竟然也不賴﹐一一把那些強人給拉下馬! 而且一些我很欣賞的在野華基領袖如倪可敏﹐林冠英﹐馮寶君﹐蔡添強也不負眾望﹐扳倒強敵進入國會!值得關注的是一些馬來重量級領袖如大馬婦女組部長莎利扎﹐新聞部長(很種族主義的那個)等等也竟然宣告失敗﹐而且莎利扎還是被代夫從軍的安華女兒給拉了下馬﹐時勢造人﹐真是心涼!

而其中一個焦點就是檳城的民陣竟然被連根拔起﹐一個不留!!要知道他們是原本檳城的執政黨﹐雖然選前面對許多負面課題﹐但如此悽慘遭遇﹐恐怕始料不及吧!那三個爭權的豆記一個不留﹐大快人心!但卻沒想到連黨魁許子根也輸了。他是其中一個我很欣賞的領袖﹐落馬真的是讓人無限唏噓。。除了他﹐還有一些馬華/民陣能人如謝寬泰﹐陳財和﹐胡亞橋﹐周美芬﹐馬袖強﹐等等﹐也爆冷被拉了下馬。讓人感覺到這股反風並不是那麼簡單地反﹐而可能會引發更大的衝擊。。幸好人民還是很理智地留下了一些真正能幹事的領袖﹐如我很欣賞的翁詩傑﹐證明他敢怒敢言的作風深入民心﹐老樹盤根﹐不受大局約束﹐所向披靡! 在那麼多強人被反風吹落馬之際﹐這也應該算是讓人欣慰的其中一件事吧!

當然這股反風也出現一些意料之外的選舉結果﹐比如已經如過街老鼠﹐人人喊打的印度國大黨的黨魁三美維魯﹐竟然需要重算選票﹐然後才以微差落敗。這對於普遍上認為他會以大比數落敗的看法多少有點意外。這可能與他已經在和豐區服務了四十年有關吧!多少都會有一些死硬派的。還有行動黨的女強人章瑛﹐在反風颳起的時代﹐竟然僅以數千票險勝﹐表現還不如那些以新兵姿態小刀據大樹的小將們﹐應該多少也表示她有點疏于服務﹐已經喪失民心了。希望章瑛能把這次的成勣引以為鑑﹐好好檢討一下吧!

好戲陸續有來。到了凌晨時分﹐終於正式傳出了檳城有始以來第二次落入反對黨的手裡了﹐還將以超過三分二的議席組織強勢州政府(就是擁有絕對執行權力﹐你巫統不能在裡面呱呱叫那種)!林冠英終於宣佈為新一任的首席部長!相信大家都沒料到會有這樣的結果吧!震撼的心情在那時候已經遠遠被喜悅所掩蓋了! 而且過了一小時左右﹐霹靂又傳來了好消息﹐由林冠英父親﹐政治超強人林吉祥領導的反對黨聯盟在霹靂也取得足夠的票數來組織弱勢政府了!林家經歷了那麼多風浪後﹐終於守得雲開見月明了!可喜可賀啊!! 還有專攻馬來票的回教黨除了順利保住吉蘭丹的政權外﹐也出乎意料得把吉打也搶了過來! 最意想不到的是到了隔天﹐消息指出我所居住的八打靈區和巴生區宣告全數失守﹐雪蘭娥竟然正式落入反對黨手中﹐而且應該會以公正黨為首﹐相信這是華裔所不想看到﹐也始料不及的。不過大勢所趨﹐這也是沒辦法控制的事。唯有希望他們好好干﹐不會令選民失望吧!

事後孔明: 一天建造的羅馬城

有這樣的事嗎?當然不可能!計時炸彈也要有人埋下才可能引爆。國陣政府遭遇創國以來最慘烈的敗仗﹐早已經有跡可尋。

剛才看了8TV"你怎麼說"這個時事評論節目﹐談論着這次大選的種種。四位大師的言論真是讓人不敢恭維。說了一個小時﹐根本沒幾個是單刀直入﹐一針見血的。尤其是那位馬華的仁兄﹐什麼敗北是因為我國沒有奉行美國式的選舉方式﹐跟本就是牛頭不對馬嘴﹐在為失敗找借口。不過也很難怪他們﹐每個人對於敗因都心裡有數﹐只是礙于我國媒體自由的尺寸﹐或多或少會有點顧忌的。。不過如果你有注意看那些顯示在節目下端的觀眾短訊﹐你就會發現那些都是真正的敗因。如果沒記錯﹐計有在巫統大會玩弄短劍﹐黑箱作業﹐貪污與治安的問題﹐華教課題﹐玩弄種族課題﹐嘲弄女性﹐霸權﹐油價﹐通貨膨脹﹐扶弱政策﹐檳首長之爭等等。。

我要說的就是﹐民陣﹐馬華和國大黨並不是敗了給行動黨/公正黨﹐或者是老闆-人民﹐而是敗了給巫統。

不是嗎?為什麼服務口碑那麼好的周美芬也會敗下陣來?為什麼實力超強的旅遊業副部長林祥材也能敗給無名氏?是他實力不如人嗎?好像不是也。他和對手的實力以巴西桑巴對馬來西亞的比喻也不為過。不過巴西還是敗給了馬來西亞。這說明憤怒的人民已經被不滿的情緒蒙蔽了雙眼﹐只是為投反票而投票罷了。什麼實力﹐什麼服務記錄﹐什麼名氣﹐任你是資深黨魁﹐或擁有超人氣的主播背景也好﹐只要你不能升天﹐沒有烈火﹐人民都不支持你的了。而反過來說﹐只要你打着火箭或公正的招牌﹐無論你是無名氏﹐多麼無能﹐甚至只是一階莽夫﹐都有機會判倒強敵﹐一嘗飛上枝頭變鳳凰的滋味。而這背後的原因﹐就是跟他們的老大巫統的所作所為有莫大的關聯。

玩弄種族課題博上位﹐發表侮辱女性的言論﹐不公平的制度﹐貪污﹐漠視人民尤其是非土著的心聲﹐還有很多很多。。這個政治泡沫終於在在是次大選一並破裂了!巫統在做那些事情﹐和發表那些種族言論的時候﹐到底有沒有想過與他們聯盟的華裔領袖是那麼地難堪? 翁詩傑只不過醬事實講出來﹐巫統的官爺們就迫不及待地群起反擊﹐需要這樣嗎?他可是你們的政治夥伴也!! 但對于挑起的課題卻不理不睬﹐這種鴕鳥政策今天終於得到了群眾的熱烈回應!!

談起黑箱作業﹐真的是一把火。政府工程全給了他們的人。無論你有多出色﹐多能干﹐在工程評估如何佔上風﹐只要你和他們不同膚色﹐工程就沒了你的份!這種事在我以前的公司深深體會到。要爭取一個簡單的工程都要經過無數關係還有門路才能得到。大的工程無論你表現多好都沒有你份。這就是馬來西亞的現實!我所提及的只是冰山一角罷了。

鴕鳥政策也是其中一個敗因。當一個民生問題浮上水面時﹐當馬華/民政極力爭取時﹐巫統卻只會耍太極﹐隨便敷衍了事。比如華校撥款﹐增建華小﹐遷校﹐等等。還有印籍民生問題﹐大道收費﹐工程濫批等﹐有關當局也沒有採取有效的措施﹐而是得過切過﹐到大選才來派糖果。。對不起﹐我們已經已經不天真﹐不傻﹐已經長大了!!人民是有智慧的﹐尤其現在是網際網路的時代﹐不是你隨便派派糖果﹐敷衍群眾﹐就可以掩飾你們長期以來的所作所為的!

還有一個超級石器時代的政策 - 新經濟政策。這個四十年前所運行的扶弱政策是因為要在我國1969年發生了種族暴亂後所採取的一個經濟政策﹐是皆在修補土著與非土著之間的經濟鴻溝。這個在那個時代是非常管用的﹐因為這能促進各民族之間的團結精神。不過﹐到了今時今日﹐這個恐龍政策已經過時了。對﹐已經不行了。拜託!在這個資訊蓬勃﹐全球化﹐知识库經濟﹐地球村的時代﹐請官爺們努力思進﹐不要做眼光短視的井底蛙。要努力迎向未來的挑戰﹐首先就要自強!屏除扶弱政策﹐廢除固大﹐在能夠承受得起內部挑戰的情況下﹐才有機會跟得上全球的步伐﹐OK??不要每當談起這個話題﹐就要武裝起自己﹐發表什麼寧願流血也會卓衛新經濟政策的言論。所謂平靜的海洋是不會鍛煉出一流的陀手﹐明白嗎?

還有請那個所謂的牛津大學生言論不要太過放肆﹐如果你不允許其他民族談論種族課題﹐也請你以身作則。如果你說國陣會去反省這屆大選的敗因﹐首先你就要反省你自己。你的所作所為已經令到華裔感到很反感﹐也覺得很羞恥﹐為什麼我國會有那麼不懂風情﹐把上一帶借種族課題上位的卑劣手段運用在這個時代的?為什麼在這種資訊蓬勃的時代還有這種恐龍!?難道牛津就只會培育這種政客嗎?

結論: 再改變!

如果要繼續講下去﹐我今晚就不用睡了。要知道我昨晚為了追大選成勣熬到了4am才睡。。現在已經有點把持不住了。。呵呵。

所以﹐無論當初是真的支持反對黨﹐還是為了反風而投﹐甚至因為情緒化而把神聖的一票不理智地投了給無名氏的。既然現在的局勢已經發展到這種地步了﹐我只能希望反對黨們能夠好好把握這個得來不易的機會﹐努力地經營﹐干一番事業出來以證明當初人民的選擇。而且要把台灣民進黨的案例引以為戒﹐不要一執政就氣煞八方﹐高傲自大﹐貪污腐敗﹐要不是的話五年後就要吻別了。

還有雖然落敗了﹐希望馬華和民陣千萬不要氣餒。要知道你們其實是很不錯的﹐只不過反風颳起﹐身不由己﹐非戰之罪。所以你們還是可以在五年後強勢回歸的。在之前也請你們不要放棄人民﹐繼續秉持國陣精神﹐為國為民。還有希望巫統努力去思考過去的種種﹐擯除丑習﹐帶領國家進入一個新的里程碑。

再一次恭喜林冠英﹐恭喜林吉祥﹐恭喜安華﹐因為你們終於打出了歷史性﹐漂亮的一戰!!!

謝謝你們聽我發了那麼長的up風﹐各位晚安。

博樂漂漂!!

2008-03-01T23:43:00.008+08:00

好久沒有真正寫blog了﹐

自從封筆後﹐
只是玩票興致地post一些感想(發泄= =)﹐片段和錄音上來﹐
應該沒有真正寫一片有文有路的文章﹐
呵呵﹐
而且這個蜘蛛網竟然還有讀者會進來看。。
覺得真對不起她們。。haha~
現在連我以前那個template也不能access了﹐
只好暫時用回blogger原有的template,
很多功能也只能在以後有時間再加回去。。呵呵。。

現在雖然不能講重出江湖﹐
但是這篇今天如果不寫的話﹐
明天以後肯定不會再有心情寫了﹐
kaka~

對﹐就是關於今晚剛剛圓滿的"博樂漂漂"!

參與這個盛會可以說是始料不及的﹐
很早之前就從kahyan那裡知道了這個比賽後﹐
但是看到好像沒有人參與﹐
就有點意志消沉﹐
加上那時比較忙﹐
所以並沒有參賽的念頭﹐
但是到了一月尾﹐竟然看到兩個熟悉的名字:
夏娃和祝曉微~
而可能那晚比較興奮
(因為還有兩天就離開我的舊公司。。呵呵~)
就即刻錄了這首星晴去趁趁熱鬧 :P

那知道那一個星期起﹐
參賽者如洪水般的涌進來。。。
最終非原創組竟然達到了22人!
更甚的是經過瓢選後﹐
我竟然進了決賽。。。 = =
而且到了後來sengkit也加入戰場﹐
事情越變越有趣了。。。呵呵。
(可惜夏娃最終不能出席。。)

今天終於到了決賽﹐
中午還有個rehersal
(挺像樣的..)
我還是第一次出席這種排練﹐
不過我在那裡逗留了大概一個小時左右就回去了﹐
那期間第一次遇到靚女水草﹐幸會幸會 :P

終於到了晚上!
我也是非常輕鬆的上陣﹐
到了目的地最初比較無聊﹐
然後慢慢就跟現場的參賽者聊起來了。。
當晚認識了不少人﹐
其中包括水草﹐"曹格"sean﹐beAnIdol的Gaya(對不起忘了怎麼spell ~_~)﹐
網頁設計師Andy等。。
還有重遇很多好久沒見的朋友(或從沒見過 - -): 祝曉微﹐Jasmine﹐Gondoliar﹐Jerry(烏風鈴打鼓那位)。。等等。。
當然也有點遺憾的是夏娃﹐kahyan和kawa並沒有來 = =

這個盛會也請了不少名人﹐如馬福盛老師﹐王驃明老師﹐管啟原老師(這個最意想不到﹐博樂漂漂好有面子!!)等。。
牌面可謂毫不遜色﹐呵呵。。

當晚的參賽者很多都唱得不來﹐
有好幾個(sengkit﹐水草﹐非原創第一﹐還有原創一個可愛的女生)甚至有很多鼎力支持的粉絲﹐
哈哈~
雖然我沒得獎﹐
但是我也盡了力﹐
自問沒有什麼遺憾了﹐
最重要是享受過程和認識/重遇了幾個朋友﹐
值得一提的是sengkit帶回了第三名﹐
也總算為我們雷家爭了一口氣﹐哈哈!!

總而言之這個歌唱比賽辦得非常好﹐
這要謝謝shuben在內的籌委會們的心血!
這個比賽是值得回憶的!

以下是一些照片與大家分享 =)

下午Rehersal現場

sengkit在獻唱 - 男人KTV!

曉微跟Jerry在排練

曉微跟Jerry在比賽中的情況﹐唱得真不錯!

表演嘉賓: 搖滾組合烏風鈴﹐一級棒! 打鼓那位就是烏風鈴的Jerry

嚴肅的評判們在看烏風鈴的演奏。。

水草在演唱 - 遺失的美好﹐人靚歌甜﹐怪不得有超多粉絲!

kinki和水草臨別一照^^

kinki和"曹格"Sean臨別一照^^Sean下次要唱Superwomen了!!

[K歌]周杰伦 - 星晴

2008-01-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

很久沒update了﹐這次心血來潮錄了這個﹐
大家多多指教~

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词/曲: 周杰伦

乘着风游荡在蓝天边
一片云掉落在我面前
捏成你的形状
随风跟着我
一口一口吃掉忧愁
载着你彷彿载着阳光
不管到哪里都是晴天
蝴蝶自在飞
花也布满天
一朵一朵因你而香
试图让夕阳飞翔
带领你我环绕大自然
迎着风开始共渡每一天
手牵手
一步两步三步四步
望着天
看星星
一颗两颗三颗四颗
连成线
背着背默默许下心愿
看远方的星星否听的见
看远方的星如果听的见
它一定实现

[Live]我為何讓你走

2007-11-01T03:56:00.000+08:00

Visited Heaven cafe again after my last visit 4 months ago, and here's once of the clips i recorded from my favorite singer - Kathleen. 我為何讓你走 by Leon/Janice. Enjoy =)

And btw, her birthday was just passed, wish her a very belated birthday and hopefully all her wishes comes true!

[K歌]周杰倫 - 不能說的秘密

2007-10-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

看了電影﹐也聽了原聲帶﹐
都很有feel下﹐
就偷懶一下錄了這首。。
可惜因為背景音樂太大聲﹐
所以回音很重下。。-.-
不過錄了很多version﹐
最後還是post了這個次貨。。

希望不會太傷你們的耳朵。。

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不能說的秘密

【不能說的秘密】電影主題曲

主唱：周杰倫
作曲：周杰倫
填詞：方文山
編曲：Michael Lee
監製：周杰倫

歌詞

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見
最美的不是下雨天
是曾與妳躲過雨的屋簷
回憶的畫面　在盪著鞦韆
夢開始不甜

妳說把愛漸漸　放下會走更遠
又何必去改變　已錯過的時間
妳用妳的指尖　阻止我說再見
想像妳在身邊　在完全失去之前

妳說把愛漸漸　放下會走更遠
或許命運的籤　讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀　這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現　這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

talking cock

2007-10-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

argggg~~~ is so dark down here!
how come no way to climb up 1?
no rope! nothing~
no people noticing,

terrible mentality now..
too much work.
work for what? i also dunno...

only duedates, deadlines, bugs, never ending tasks!!
whats my goal?
my vision?
yes i do have,
but i cant do it!
i cant proceed!!

i am falling into a hole and eventually,
waiting for a tree to grow until it's able to reach the top,
so i can climb along it.

it shud not be long for it to grow,
prehaps, 3 months?

nah! i m just talking cock here,
no need to bother anyway... =)

如何摆脱低落情绪

2007-09-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

美国密西根大学的心理学教授兰迪·拉芬说，平均而言，一个人每3天就会有一天情绪低落，那么，怎样来摆脱恶劣的情绪呢？在此为大家提供几个有效的方法：

第一种方法是，设法找到并消除造成消极情绪的根源，并认真考虑一下，今后怎样避免发生类似的问题。
　　
第二种方法是，对事态加以重新估计，不要只看坏的一面，也要看光明的一面，
尤其要提醒自己不要忘记自己在其他方面取得的成就。
　　
第三种方法是，自我酬劳法，比如说，逛商店、看看喜剧电影或美餐一顿。
　　
第四种方法是，想想有境况不如自己的人，或把自己目前的处境和过去比较一番。
　　
第五种方法是，参加适当的运动。耗氧运动最能消除坏心情，改善情绪，如跑步、游泳等。

Can what we build today take us into tomorrow?

2007-08-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

A very meaningful merdeka advertisement from petronas this year. Can you understand the hidden meaning of it?

回憶@淡藍色的天空

2007-08-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

昨天﹐無意中進了她的交友站﹐
看到她上載了一些私人照片﹐
潛意識明知是什麼﹐
但是還是很頑固地﹐
申請了通行證。

今天﹐她批准了。

果然﹐裡面盡是她﹐和他人的照片﹐
但可惜﹐那一人已經永遠不會是我。
看到她幸福洋溢的表情﹐
突然覺得胸前有點濕﹐
卻原來我的心﹐不知不覺流淚了。。
也終於﹐接受了這個事實。

原來﹐你的殘影還在﹐
只是埋在深處﹐
雖然並不是很強烈﹐
可是也會偶爾浮上來﹐
觸動我那遺憾的一刻。

時機逝世了﹐只怪自己把握能力不強﹐
怪自己當初不夠成熟﹐
沒有充份準備﹐
所以把握不住﹐
所以錯過。

今晚又是一個平靜的深夜。
雖然不是星期六﹐
也沒有七分醉﹐
也雖然﹐我們的生活圈子已經不同﹐
但我依然突然想念着你﹐
想念起我們的回憶。
我們的過去﹐
種種。。

可以做的﹐只有活好每一天﹐
做好充份準備﹐
幸福肯定會再次與你召手。

睡了﹐明天起來﹐
又是另一天的開始﹐
也代表了另一個希望。

未來是充滿希望的!加油!

[K歌]王力宏 - 我們的歌

2007-07-28T15:04:00.000+08:00

昨晚發燒﹐提早回家後﹐突然有這個心情錄歌。。
所以就錄了這首﹐雖然不是什麼好野﹐
但應該還可以為大眾所接受。。
所以post了上來。。

希望多多支持。。

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王力宏我们的歌

已经听了一百遍
怎么听都不会倦
从白天唱到黑夜
你一直在身边

如果世界太危险
只有音乐最安全
带着我进梦里面
让各自都实现

无论是开心还是难过我的爱一直不变
不论是HIPHOP还是摇滚我的爱一直不变（所有美好回忆记录在里面）

这张FOREVER LOVE那么深我们的歌那么真
不过界跨时代再不会叫KISSGOODBEY
有没有一句能够动人心弦 YE YE

情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福如此悦耳
能不能不要？？一句唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得

閉關啟示

2007-07-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

其實我還有很多東西要寫的。。比如新電話﹐最近的工作情況﹐我的freelance生涯﹐hilton buffet﹐生日慶典﹐我最近玩的online game - travian﹐感想﹐心情等。。

不過時間真的不夠用了﹐工作一天就至少十二個小時﹐有時還要加班到十一二點。而且project management 還有那些system design我還是第一次真正去做。。所以進度超慢。。慢到deadline都不知怎樣去趕了。。工作了那麼久﹐現在終於嘗到了真正忙碌的生活。其實也是一個很不錯的人生體驗。

朋友也少見了﹐球也少打了﹐現在一有時間大概就會msn或睡覺吧。大多數時間星期六也要回來公司。現在我已經決定了星期天無論如何也不會到公司了。因為這樣子真的會傻掉!

雖然明白到如果我能夠熬過這時期﹐我的職業生涯一定會大大地加值﹐不過這種生活太恐怖了。。生活什麼都沒有了﹐really no life!就算有時間想作其他東西﹐也會心掛掛﹐怕趕不及deadline什麼的。還好有個msn, 讓我在公司或家裡﹐也可以跟較要好的朋友保持聯繫。科技終究還是有他的好處。

講了那麼多﹐其實是想說我往後半年應該不會時常來update部落了。不是沒有時間﹐而是沒有了那份心情。疲憊的心情在一定程度會影響我寫的東西的。不過如果突然有那個興致﹐會來個零零碎碎的報道。所以你們也不用太常來了。

謝謝那些一直支持我的部落的朋友﹐雖然為數不多﹐但是我是很珍惜每一個光臨我部落的朋友的。。謝謝你們。

何時解封? 等我練成獨孤九劍﹐凌波微步﹐或金精火眼先。。

最後送上一首我最近很喜歡的歌。力宏最新專輯我有三首個很喜歡: 落葉歸根﹐星期六的深夜﹐我們的歌。前兩首比較悲情﹐所以獻上後者: 我們的歌。enjoy!

王力宏我们的歌
已经听了一百遍
怎么听都不会倦
从白天唱到黑夜
你一直在身边
如果世界太危险
只有音乐最安全
带着我进梦里面
让各自都实现
无论是开心还是难过我的爱一直不变
不论是HIPHOP还是摇滚我的爱一直不变（所有美好回忆记录在里面）
这张FOREVER LOVE那么深我们的歌那么真
不过界跨时代再不会叫KISSGOODBEY
有没有一句能够动人心弦 YE YE
情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福如此悦耳
能不能不要？？一句唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得

"no sacrifice, no victory"

2007-07-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

Thats the meaningful phase that keeps on poping out from the show.

i had just back from the great show "Transformers". For a movie that are able to keep me awake even after my 10 hours tiring weekend project rushing, i would always rate 8 and above. And i think this 1 is just awesome! I would give it a 9/10!

It really brings back a lot of childhood memory, as last time this together with Ninja turtles, Voltron, He-man, Thundercats and so are among my favourite animes. Dreamworks really puts on a great show here as the effect was just so damn realistics! It's nearly insane! Dont know how those genius animators did it.

Some parts was full with humors, and most were big interesting scenes of fighting. Sound effect was cool. It really bring full enjoyment to you which worth every penny of your ticket!

Its just a great show. My best of 2007, not even my previous best - spiderman 3 can match it. To those who haven't get your eye on it, dont miss it before it's too late! And of course dont support pirateds as it will severely downgraded a movie into some crap scenes!

visit there trailer site! http://www.transformersmovie.com/

blur or just tired?

2007-07-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

today chat with my friend that just came back from overseas for work. She told me:

"i always said..if u want, u can get. is your choice".

i look at the sentence, and try to think what i actually want in my life.but problem is i really DONT'T KNOW what i want now! am i blur? lost? or mentally cramped because of my busy life?

when people are on their way to their dreams, i think i am still on a path which i am unsure... terrible liao~!

忙﹐茫﹐ 盲。。

A gre@t memory

2007-07-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today my mood is pretty down. Something very bad happen. It was really demotivating. Too bad i am on the half way track and dont wish just quit like that. So i have to move on.

As i browse through on of my best friend's friendster, i found this picture in his gallery. It really reminds me of the old days. This is all my great hostel mate. That time we were so happy. No worries, tensions, duedates, just very pure. And it actually reminds me how fit was my shape last time.. =P

Now is really hard to get such moment in life. Everyone is busy at their own things. It's becoming harder and harder to actually spare a common time to gather together again. And i am doubts that the emotion on the picture will still be shown on everyone's face after we all had been poluted by the society.

When time goes by, things change. We wont know what will happen in the future. But we cannot look backwards. A lot of challenge is waiting for us up-front.

Miss the old times. But everyone of us needs to move on to the new life.

moodless

2007-06-26T23:07:00.001+08:00

recently really no mood to work,
i seems like i had lost certain interest on my work..
always doing things that i am not interested...
always OT,
cant guide my junior when they have problem,
because it's not within my jobscope, feels so bad...
wanna resign but have to wait until end of this year(bonded),
productivity become lower and lower,
demotivated and tired,

mayb i am just tired,
i also dont know how to describe my situation,
mayb theres just too many tasks coming at once,
mayb i need some entertainment and some rest day,
prehaps some vacation,
mayb i need someone to inspired, and motivate me,
oh well...

i am in my low tide period now...
so terrible...
well obviously not the first time and i know,
it will be gone after certain period,
but the feeling, is terrible..

hopefully this terrifying period will gone soon..

gone gone gone~

Research一半睡了
打電腦打到顛了
我忽然想到quit了
开始怀疑我怎么了

劃flow劃到暈了
我加班加到疯了
看電腦看到盲了
天知道我又怎么了

感覺到想要逃都半路了
回不到都是要撐了
deadline近了時間沒了完了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

[K歌]詹雪琳 - The Way You Are

2007-06-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

最近真的是很忙﹐快死了~
所以這裡也荒廢了那麼久。。
真不好意思。。=P

為了贖罪﹐本人獻上K歌一首﹐
希望平息眾怒。。XD

很不錯的一首歌(就原唱者而言)..

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詹雪琳 - The Way You Are
作曲：詹雪琳
Op: Warner/Chappell Music Taiwan
作词：王裕宗 Op: 王裕宗
编曲：詹雪琳
　
也许我们相爱也许分开
谁也不懂关于未来

也许我们只是两个小孩
每次吵嘴之后眼泪成海

你就是你 The way you are
你这样的男孩
有时温柔有时很坏

我会接受 The way you are
才不会出意外才不会受伤害

请你拥抱着我你的女孩
不要说话感觉我的存在

你就是你 The way you are
我最爱的男孩我要放在我的口袋

我会明白 The way you are
才会爱得精彩才值得我们爱

Show show show the way you are

越聽越有意思的歌

2007-06-14T10:17:00.000+08:00

很喜歡她的歌詞﹐很有意思! 旋律也很棒!
正版好像才二十塊!快快去支持!

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不要说----詹雪琳
专辑：I'm Not Serene

当心情特别重
当往事再蠢动涌上心头想不通
电话摇了再摇找了再多人撒娇
能不能就此找到依靠

#把情绪都整理一遍埋怨也少一点
放松自己去改变
让懮虑消失在云雨间
眼泪就少流了一天让笑容展现

@不要说失败不能重来
不要说被放弃也应该
你的责任是对自己坦白

不要说没人给你青睞
不要怕再也没人爱
肯定自己你会更精彩

#@ repeat

[轉載]黃金12小時管理術

2007-06-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

首先我這方面是非常差的﹐所以還沒有實踐以下的內容。不過覺得瞞不錯﹐所以轉來這裡:

◎ 9 am ～ noon 早起鳥兒能量高

　　為了趕9點打卡，常常連早餐都來不及吃，進辦公室後，平均都要花半小時喘口氣、吃完早餐，才開始進行一天的工作。通常從昨天沒做完的工作開始，或是整理一下今天會用到的文件，但總是還沒做到什麼事，就到了午餐時間，真沒效率。

★黃金管理術：

　　根據大腦生理學實驗，大腦在早上清醒後的3小時，注意力及記憶力最好。《早上10點以前搞定工作：黃金時間管理56招》作者高井伸夫則說，早上1小時的工作效率，甚至可抵下午兩個小時。因此，不妨將需要動腦思考、想點子的工作，挪到早上完成，千萬不要將這段寶貴時光浪費在「有趣、容易而瑣碎」的事情上，才不會事倍功半。這段時間也最好不要跟同事或朋友閒聊，以免分散專注力。

◎ noon ～ 1.30 pm 充電補元氣

　　如果早上的工作沒做完，就會壓縮到午餐時間，想要午休也沒辦法，下午就會呵欠連連。如果這天奉命要陪老闆應酬，就更慘了，腸胃不舒服不說，一整天也都暈沈沈的。

★黃金管理術：

　　就連傳說1天只睡3小時的拿破崙，也有中午小睡片刻的習慣。因為生理週期在午後1點左右進入最低潮，所以午休格外重要，只要短短半小時，就能恢復活力。最好靜坐或閉目休息一下再進餐，午餐也只須吃5～7分飽，也不要利用中午時間應酬，因為正午時間飲酒，易醉又傷肝！適當的讓身體停止運轉是必要的，為了保持規律的進食時間，手邊的工作就先放下吧！

◎ 1.30pm ～ 4.30 pm 精神滿滿再出發

　　早上的幹勁，經過中午似乎又煙消雲散了。雖然知道要趕快振作起來，好好利用這段黃金時間，但懶洋洋的午後就是讓人不想工作。如果早上就先把有趣的工作做完，剩下的就更讓人提不起勁了。

★黃金管理術：

　　這段時間是僅次於早上的黃金時段，也是分析力和創造力得以發揮淋漓的極致時段！從午睡中甦醒開始算起，約過1個小時，腦袋會稍微恢復活潑，此時就可用來解決早上剩下的工作。此外，動腦的工作在早上處理，單純事務性的工作就可留到下午。無論是寫報告、做提案或數據分析，效果加倍，這段時間也適合出外拜訪客戶，好好利用吧。

◎ 4.30pm ～ 5.30 pm 大腦鬆懈雜事完結

　　距離下班時間越來越近，整顆心早就不知飛到哪裡去，肚子也開始餓了起來，只好偷吃一點零食解饞。眼看還有好多工作沒進展，工作表還剩下1/3，如果是大案子，今天根本做不完。忍不住又後悔浪費了一天寶貴的時光，該不會今天又要加班了吧？

★黃金管理術：

　　在這段能量鬆懈期，大腦的反應遲緩，體力也最耗弱。可以水果解饞，站起來伸伸懶腰，或是到街上走走、喝杯茶，然後再重返工作崗位，找點不一樣的事來做。選些比較不需花費腦力的事情，可能是比較瑣碎、順位較低，或者是妳最有興趣完成的工作。把它們擺在最後，才不會產生重要工作無法如期完成的焦慮，也能夠順勢完結一天的任務。

◎ 5.30 pm ～ 8 pm 抽離工作換心情

　　不喜歡把工作留到明天，所以每天的下班時間都不固定。工作提早完成，就能早點吃晚餐；如果不順利，有時會拖到8點才離開公司，所以也不敢跟朋友約吃晚餐或逛街，朋友都說我似乎花太多時間在公司上了。

★黃金管理術：

　　以加班來趕工，看似合理，實則暗示妳的時間運用不當。雖然多數的辦公室工作十分繁瑣，沒有明確的開始與結束，但如果下班時間是5點，那麼妳得試著鞭策自己在5點以前，處理完大部分的事情。東做西做，反而很容易做虛工，工作成效不見得好。用這段時間分割工作與私人時間，可以沈澱心情，也能為隔天新的工作作準備，不妨散個步或沐浴，放鬆一下，紓解一日的疲倦困頓。

◎ 8 pm ～ 10 pm 活力晚點名

　　好不容易下班，累都累死了。回到家的第一件事，就是把自己扔到沙發上，一窩就是整個晚上。我雖然也想多學點東西，但總是心想「今天好累，明天吧！」每次總要等到就寢時間，才驚覺又浪費了一整個晚上，我好奇到底別人是怎麼兼顧工作和興趣的？

★黃金管理術：

　　停止浪費時間的唯一方法，就是花更多時間在重要的事情上—這就是時間管理大師傑佛瑞梅爾所主張的「以減少為增加」原則。晚餐過後到就寢前，是晚上活動的巔峰時段，無論是學習新知，或養成固定運動的習慣，都比賴在電視機前好。每天的工作，就像在不停消耗原有的養分，如果只付出不吸收，很容易被掏空。刺激自己每天晚上動動腦，有助於面對隔天的挑戰。如果覺得疲累不堪，通常也是一天下來時間運用不當的結果。

失败是人生的转折

2007-06-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

interesting article.

http://bj.yuewo.com/article/go.cgi?id=4564

I am Not Serene - 詹雪琳

2007-05-30T08:31:00.000+08:00

一個很有個人風格的本地新人。之前已經累計了很多編曲經驗﹐這次終於走出幕後出了自己的第一張專輯。

很久以前就知道這個人了﹐她也有份製作Muffin的第一張專輯。只是沒想到她也那麼會唱!她的音樂基本上要聽多幾次才能醞釀出那個感覺。歌曲瞞耐聽的﹐尤其是在疲憊或思想比較混亂的時刻(或需要停下聽聽音樂休息的時候)﹐越能體驗她的音樂。

為了能讓聽眾認識她的音樂﹐她採取了一種與眾不同的宣傳手法--在露面的頭幾個月裡帶面具示人。據說是因為她的臉蛋是屬於可愛形的﹐而她的音樂基本上是走搖滾路線﹐所以為了避免因為外表讓人產生一種與她的音樂格格不入的感覺﹐而採取的措施。非常有想法的女生。

水準之作﹐不同于一般xx比賽出身的濫竽充數之輩﹐而且專輯價錢大眾化﹐絕對值得推薦的一張專輯!

個人網站: http://www.serene.p8nda.com/
其實她也有部落﹐只是暫時不適合公佈﹐因為她還在帶面具期間。

推薦: Jane, 斷翼蝴蝶

試聽: Jane

Extra pocket money: Advertlets.com

2007-05-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Advertlets.com is a new blog advertisment provider that host advertisements in blogs.
Simple and easy way to earn extra money.
If you had come across google advert you shouldn't miss this one.

Pretty simple indeed to join, just register youself at Advertlets.com,
After retrieving their confirmation mail as a registered member,
you will need to fill in your particulars.

Then go to the "Blogs" section,
choose the advert style you like,
and paste it into your blog,

You can also choose to write a small review on them,
in order to earn an initial RM 50 as a starting point,
i think they only offer this to first 300 bloggers who do so..
so act fast, join Advertlets.com before it's too late!!!

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Anyway their website is kinda un-userfriendly anyway,
never really tell newbie how to start.
You will need to browse through their links to get some ideas.
The very little but crucial improvement they can made,
is actually put a link to all the requirement that need to be accomplish,
so that newbies can start right away without wasting much time.
And the website seems kinda fresh as several section is still under construction..

不得不爱[单人版]

2007-05-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

又来好恋一下。。
新作品: 不得不爱[单人版] 。。。
唱得不好不要见怪。。。=P

歌词
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歌曲：不得不爱
歌手：弦子
专辑：首张专辑

天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
i love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

是我们感情丰富太慷慨
还是要上天安排
是我们本来就是那一半
还是舍不得太乖

是那一次约定了没有来
让我哭得像小孩
是我们急着证明我存在
还是不爱会发呆

baby
不得不爱不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱否则我就失去未来
好象什么尤其不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩

天天都需要你爱
我的心只有你在
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

天天把他挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
i love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快
rap

会不会有一点无奈
会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱
让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍

天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

Phycho Kids playing game >.<

2007-05-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

Found an interesting video on youtube, this kiddo is definitely crazy about what he is doing, in fact he dont know what he is doing too! XD so damn funny and crazy!!! Better lock him up in some basement and dont let him play any games again before he turn into a phycho... hahaaha!!!

i play games too and i am glad i am no where looks like him =P

Please keep your speaker volumn low because this kid is really insane!

p/s: the title is TRAVIAN but from the keyboard style he is definitely playing some first person shooting game, according to the comments is UNREAL TOURNAMENT..

省思

2007-05-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

今天買了硬碟﹐就在一間我中小學時時常去的咖啡店裡享用午點。從而見回了老闆們那幾張熟悉的臉孔。吃著吃著﹐不知不覺掃描到了他們的臉龐﹐發現他們每個都蒼老了﹐頭也漸漸禿了。在觀察舊一點﹐發現他們的動作也慢了﹐表情也慈祥了些許。不過唯一沒變的是﹐他們還在老地方買飯﹐還是一樣的工作夥伴﹐還是一樣的價錢(至少和十年前只是幾毛錢的差別。。不知怎樣生存。。)。

他們就這樣過著無悠無慮﹐與世無爭的生活。。平凡﹐大概也是一種幸福吧﹐不為世俗事而煩﹐日子得過且過﹐悠悠自在﹐懶得清閑。

你們說是嗎?

可是﹐上帝讓我們降臨到這個世界上﹐難道就是要我們循規蹈矩的過我們的一生嗎? 漫長的一生﹐難道等待我們的只有凡夫俗子的讀書﹐工作升職﹐結婚生子﹐退休歸老﹐然後安享晚年﹐靜待化無嗎? 為什麼我們的人生要那麼的平凡? 那麼的無趣? 人生不是應該要有一點屬於自己的色彩嗎? 這樣平凡的消耗一生的光陰﹐在沒有任何波動或風浪中結束平凡的一生﹐是我所不能接受的﹐並不是疑質他們的人生哲學﹐只是這種是每人各異的。

當然﹐任何人都希望成就一番大業﹐成為英雄勇士。可是大部份人卻缺乏那種邁前的勇氣﹐還有實踐的精神。所以這個社會有太多人被生活牽著鼻子走﹐成了生活的奴隸。處生在這種水深火熱的狀況﹐卻沒有省思自己的步伐﹐找出真正的自我﹐規劃屬於自己的將來。很多人強逼自己適應一個根本不屬於自己的領域﹐階因為那個是一個所謂"熱門"與"賺錢"還有"平穩"的。所以這個世界上很多人都很"平穩"﹐唯欠"突破"。因為在一個不屬於自己的世界﹐永遠就只能當綠葉。每天都行尸走肉﹐循規蹈矩﹐安安穩穩的過。沒有色彩﹐也沒有火花。

要突破就要找到自己。"Right Person will do the right things right"。

Harddisk crash!

2007-05-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

About 3 days ago i started to notice that my window loaded extremely slow... Then when processing multiple program, it even freeze there for few minutes! At first i thought is my window's problem.. But yesterday, i realise my window got crash and when restart.. IT CANT LOAD WINDOW!!! Then it went into CheckDisk Mode, and found alot of unaccesible hard disk sector... =( Oh well... it's time had come... =(

This morning finally gets to start my window, but there are alot of things cant be loaded, such as sound driver, anti virus and others.. and i believe some of my data already damage.. Hopefully it never involve those important data... *__*

Just now when to Digital Mall and get myself a new Maxtor 320G... yaya i know it's damn big.. from 120G -> 320G.... =P Hopefully I can recover my PC as soon as possible...and 300 bucks had gone for that.... >.<'''

I may thought the reason behind is i BT too much. Which constantly writes data into the Hard Disk. Does that makes sense? Mayb i will do a research later and post it up.. =)

Tired Heart

2007-05-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

Just feel tired,
tired about job,
dissapointed in some relationship,
doubts about future,

fedup..
uncertainty..
anything to spark me up?

Thoughts

2007-05-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

Parties that sparks up my life: True friends and family. Art and Music.
Parties that screw my life: Women (beside my friends and my mom), unsincere friends.

Things that dont do: Unnecessary dates and social events, burn cash and time.
Things that wanna do: Self improvement, getting nearer to the nature. Get rid all bad habits, enlightenment, haha.

Main concern: Health, personal financial management. Career and future.
What i want: More personal time. Travelling. Concentration. Stage singing prehaps? =P

Best moment of the week: Friday's evening.
Worst moment of the week: prehaps is now.. tomolo is monday...

huhuhu better sleep now...=P

512 母亲节!

2007-05-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

过了一个礼拜才update,真不好意思。。哈哈!

上个星期是一年一度的母亲节，过去都是在家里切蛋糕和吃一大餐就搞定。今年决定去过一个比较不同的。就是去戏院看戏。戏院对我们当然是个熟悉的地方，可是对於老一辈的人来说，并不是常有机会去的。我妈应该接近十年左右没进过戏院了吧!

所以就选了部蜘蛛人，就贸然看了两个小时多，结果他们也觉得不错喇，至少动作与画面不错。。。=P

然后就到了戏院附近一件泰国餐厅进餐。那间餐厅叫[Good Evening Bangkok]。来吃了几次都觉得很不错，尤其是她的香米真的不错，老爸还吃了三大碗!! 她的加叻尤其好吃!而且三个人消费也不过百元出而已，以她的环境还有食物品质来说是很不错的了! 我那富有烹饪天分的妈第二天就学会作了那个糯米+芒果的甜品，还似模似样呢!

当然结束时不会忘了忘送康乃馨，哈哈! 酱就结束了富有意义的一天。

当然平时我也是个好孩子来的，哈哈!!

[分享]五篇勵志短篇散文

2007-05-18T10:43:00.000+08:00

五篇勵志短篇散文.............許多時候態度決定成敗，並非能力

小故事大啟發，節錄以下五篇短篇，期使能給予你們在人生旅途上有些許幫助。

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全力以赴

有一個古老傳說，是關於獵犬和兔子的。獵犬經常誇口，說自己跑得比任何獵物快。

有一天，獵犬和主人一起去打獵，主人見不遠處，有一隻野兔，為了要考驗獵犬，就命令牠去追那野兔。
經過半小時的追逐，獵犬無功而回，主人對牠的表現十分不滿。

獵犬自辯說：「主人，你要了解，剛才我追那野兔，只是抱著玩耍的心情，而野兔卻以逃命的心情逃跑，
追牠不到，也不太奇怪吧！」

請您想一想 : 在工作中，許多時候態度決定成敗，並非能力，而是心態決定成就的大小。
全心全意，全力以赴，潛能才可盡顯。

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內在潛力

有種「白人的傲慢」，覺得自己比黑人優越。黑人由於受教育較少，大部份也比較窮困，所以天生有種自卑感。

有一天，有一個黑人小孩，呆坐在公園一角，看著白人小孩在玩氫氣球，他們把五彩繽紛的氫氣球縛上長線，令氣球在天空中飄揚。

當那群白人小孩越走越遠，黑人小孩閃閃縮縮地走向賣氣球的老伯，他說：「我要買一個黑色的氣球。」
老伯面有難色，說道：「對不起，我沒有黑色的氣球賣給你。」說罷看見小孩神情失望，就跟著補充說：
「你可以等一會，我用黑顏色筆替你塗一個。」幾分鐘後，小孩接過黑氣球，把氣球縛上長線，
發覺氣球可以和五顏六色的氣球一樣升上天空，高興得叫起來說：

「原來黑色氣球也可以高飛！」
賣氣球的老伯對小孩說：「小朋友，你要緊記氣球可以高飛，並非因為外型和顏色，而是視乎內在的氫氣。」　　
請您想一想 : 一個人能否成功，並不在於外表和膚色，而是在於內在的信心和努力。

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發掘潛能

在文藝復興時期，意大利雕刻家米高安哲奴，用了多年時間完成了舉世聞名的大
理石雕刻，名為「大衛」，現在存放於佛羅倫斯美術學院。

當朋友問他雕鑿出栩栩如生的大衛像的秘訣，他只是輕描淡寫地說：「大衛本來
就在這塊大理石之內，我只是將不屬於大衛的石塊鑿掉罷了！」

請您想一想 : 要成功，並非要改頭換面，脫胎換骨，而是要將缺點去掉，發掘潛能。

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努力不懈

波蘭著名鋼琴家帕德列夫斯基，有一次接受雜誌訪問，談及他的成功之道。
他說：「我認為不斷練習，才能夠精益求精，熟能生巧。」記者說：「以你大師
級的水平，照道理未必要每天練習吧！」鋼琴家說：「假如我不練琴一天，自己
會發覺分別所在；假如我不練琴兩天，樂評人便會發覺分別所在；假若我不練琴
三天，連聽眾都發覺分別所在，到那時才急忙補救，就實在太遲了。因此我堅持
每天都練習。」

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積極行動

有一個小女孩吃早餐的時候，看見爸爸愁眉深鎖，悶悶不樂，便對爸爸說：「爸
爸，我在報紙看過一段報導，說態度積極的人，辦事效率較強，身體健康也比一
般人好，你同意嗎？」

爸爸回答說：「那當然正確，所以我每天都保持積極的態度。」

女兒再追問：「爸爸你今天為何不告訴你的臉，也要保持積極態度呢？」

爸爸聽了女兒的話，臉上再展歡顏，並說：「親愛的女兒，妳提醒了爸爸要言行
一致。」

請您想一想：著名心理學家威廉•詹姆士說：「我們快樂是因為我們微笑，而並非因為快樂而笑。」
意思是行動往往能夠影響心態，所以選擇積極行動最為重要

[分享]有意思的文章

2007-05-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

在某個論壇找到這篇不錯的文章﹐放上來一起欣賞!

給你生活的忠告：多吃些粗糧。
給別人比他們自己期許的更多，並且用心去做熟記你喜歡的詩歌，
不要輕信你聽到的每件事，不要花光你的所有，不要想睡多久就睡多。
無論何時說“我愛你”，請真心實意。

無論何時說“對不起”，請看著對方的眼睛相信一見鍾情。

永遠不要忽視別人的夢想。
深情熱烈地愛，也許你會受傷，但這是使人生完整的唯一法。
用一種明確的方法解決爭議，不要冒犯。

永遠不要以貌取人。

慢慢地說，但要迅速地想。
當別人問你不想回答的問題時，笑著說“你為什麼想知道？”
記住那些敢於承擔最大風險的人才能得到最深的愛和最大的成就。
給媽媽打電話。如果不行，至少在心裏想著她。
當別人打噴嚏時，說一聲“上帝保佑”。
如果你失敗了，千萬不要忘記汲取教訓記住三個“尊”：
尊重你自己；尊重別人；保持尊嚴，對自己的行為負責。

不要讓小小的爭端損毀了一段偉大的友誼。

無論何時你發現自己做錯了，竭盡所能去彌補。
動作要快！
無論什時候打電話，摘起話筒的時候請微笑，因為對方能感覺到！
找一個你愛聊的人結婚，因當年齡大了以後，你會發覺喜歡聊天是一個人最大的優點。
找點時間，單獨呆會兒。
欣然接收改變，但是不要摒棄你的個人理念。

記住，沉默是金。

多看點書，少看點電視。
過一種高尚而誠實的生活。
當你年老時回想起過去，你就能再一次享受人生。
相信上帝，但是別忘了鎖門。
家庭的融洽氛圍是難能可貴的。
盡你的全力讓家平順和諧。
當你和你親近的人吵嘴的時候，試著就事論事，不要扯出那些陳芝麻，爛穀子的事。

不要擺脫不了昨天。
多注意言下之意。
和別人分享你的知識，那才是永恒之道！
善待我們的地球。
不要愚弄自然母親。
忙自己該做的事。

不要相信接吻時從不閉眼的伴侶。

每年至少去一個你從沒去過的地方。
如果你賺了很多錢，在活著的時候多行善事。
這是你能得到的最好回報。
深刻理解所有的規則，合理地更新他們。
記住：最好的關係存在於對別人的愛勝於對別人的索求之上。

回頭看看你發誓取得的目標，然後評判你到底有多成功。
無論是烹調還是愛情，都用百分之百的負責態度對待，但是不要期求太多的回報。

[音樂] Celine Dion vs 樑靜茹

2007-05-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

今天來post一post歌曲﹐一新一舊。

新的就是樑靜茹的新歌'原来你也唱过我的歌', 不錯的旋律﹐很好聽下﹐而且是她第一次唱廣東歌﹐絕對值得支持! 再來就是上次我推介的影片'Bicentennial Man'的片尾曲﹐雖然是舊了點﹐不過超動聽!席琳狄翁果然不是蓋的!

歌曲: Then You Look At Me - 下載
歌手: Celine Dion

Laugh and cry
Live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming

Day by day
I find my way
Look for the song and the meaning

Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And I am not lost anymore

People run
Sun to sun
Caught in their lives ever flowing
Once begun
Life goes till it's gone
We have to go where it's going

[Chorus]

And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love like so
As lost I have been
I'll find love again
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps on running
You look at me and life comes from you. From you.

歌曲: 原来你也唱过我的歌 - 下載
歌手: 梁静茹

听说过这边失恋的人也会点唱分手快乐
旁人话过这里有个大男孩欠缺勇气想示爱
唱勇气来当替代

分开两地都不紧要即使距离也会再变小
从旋律中的感觉再把我们连系了
如乐章的变调
连过客也变得亲切了
原来你也唱过我的歌
陪同见证年月的经过
感激有你肯相信我
我们随旋律的高低挽手走过
原来我唱你也在拍和亲暱犹如我是情人吗
即使从未认真拖手过却也彷佛爱过

听说过这边厢的恋人唱我喜欢都很快乐
宁静夏季分享多一首亲亲完全无条件为你
我也觉无穷快乐
分开两地都不紧要今天我陪你唱到破晓
如像熟悉的歌曲已把友谊维系了
唯望好好答谢
能碰上原是有多奇妙
原来你也唱过我的歌
陪同见证年月的经过

感激有你肯相信我
我们随旋律的高低挽手走过
原来我唱你也在拍和亲暱犹如我是情人吗
即使从未认真拖手过却也不愿离座
原来你也唱过我的歌
陪同见证年月的经过

悲喜对错一起去过
我们还未共分享的尚有很多
原来再见仍然未生疏心底埋藏我每段情歌
感激从未认真相识过却这麼宠爱我

[Movie Review]Spiderman 3

2007-05-07T10:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i finally went to watch the movie i had been waiting for - Spiderman 3.

It was a great show. Worth a single penny of it. Starting of the 250 Million cost-show, first you would be impressed by an expensive-looking opening scene. It was so impressive and costly looking and i predicted it will took more than a million USD to produce such opening.

The storyline was great too. Tho i still think the 2nd episod works better. The graphic and effects were incontrovertible top class. And theres alot of bad guys appear in the movie, the green goblin jr, venom and sandman, and finally spidy did manage to overcome all by an unaspected scene.

Nice movie, must watch! After this i would be looking forward to Transformers. =)

Get Wild!

2007-05-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

Today my fren sent me 2 pictures taken from Ulu Yam, the first 1 is nothing, you can see it everywhere...

but well, how bout this?

walau eh! since when dogs knows how to play 3 some? Really malaysia boleh man.... ^O^

影評: Bicentennial Man

2007-05-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

明天﹐不。。應該是今天就開工了﹐原本想早點睡覺﹐不過經過電視機旁媽媽開着一部戲,TV2做的。有關於機械人的。覺得很有意思。就坐着看下。不看而已﹐一看竟然把整部戲看完了。雖然舊了點(1999)﹐但不失為一部很有意思的一部戲: [Bicentennial Man]。

以下是它的故事大綱:

羅賓威廉斯飾演一位未來世界的機器人管家安德魯，當主人山姆尼爾將他買回家時，因為家中成員不習慣而排斥安德魯，但他的單純與創造力逐漸和主人們打成一片，成為家庭中的一份子。

在主人家經歷了四代，由於長久以來與人類的接觸，慢慢學會人類的動作、語言、習俗、創意甚至是情感，當他發現他愛上了人類之後，為了能與他心愛的人安貝斯戴維絲結婚，安德魯決定將他原本機器人不死之身，經由先進的手術，變成有知覺的一般肉體，成為真正的一位人類，最後在垂垂老矣時跟心愛的人一起離開了人世。

我是從中間開始看起,前面的一些沒有看到,不過對於羅賓威廉遜主演的電影通常都很有信心,他真的是一個很棒的演員,每一部電影都是經過悉心挑選,這部電影看來應該是誇張的,卻出乎意料的不是那種天馬行空幻想式的未來世界,反而從一個機械人的眼中口中探討了人性的真善美還有弱點

這部戲其實很感人和有啟發性的(我最喜歡的電影類型之一)。它探討一個有感情與創意的機械人的一生。當他有了自己的意識後﹐第一件事要做的不是要什麼發大財﹐或什麼權力之類。他只要自由。為什麼呢?那是當他研究了人類歷史後所得到的啟示。對了﹐人類在史上為了得到自由﹐那怕是奴隸從恢復自由身﹐到一個國家爭取獨立之路﹐都是付出了不少的代價。而聰明的Andrew明白到他的價值是無價的﹐為了贖身﹐他寧願把畢生的儲蓄給他的主人。但回到現實世界﹐我們大部份的人都擁有自由。自由活動與思考﹐可以做自己喜歡的事﹐可以自由決定我們的道路。。可是又有幾個人會珍惜呢?不錯﹐我們都身在福中不知福。。

然後恢復了自由身後﹐開始到全世界去尋找他的同類﹐然後努力爭取獲得"人"的身份﹐努力讓自己有感覺。然後尋找親人﹐甚至嘗試接吻還有性愛。。(有點匪疑所思。。。^___^)。最後卻因為愛人老去和即將離去﹐而受不了孤獨和與親人的離別﹐而最終擯棄了長生不老的身體﹐選擇與愛人一起離去。。最感動就是當他與他的妻子臨終時﹐在醫院牽着手聽着法院宣判他為"人"和承認他和他的妻子的合法夫婦身份時。。^____^

真的是一部很值得看的電影﹐蠻感動下。以下是在Youtube找到的一段精彩剪接﹐很不錯的﹐值得一看:

港新之旅

2007-05-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

照片終於來了﹐發現了Google 的 Picasa 是一個非常不錯的相片儲存空間﹐簡單易用。而且當你安裝了她的軟件﹐還可以把整個album抓下來慢慢看呢!不用一張一張地load! 不錯下你們可以試試。。

香港
新加坡

關于行程嗎。。。下次再補。。嘻嘻 =P

衛塞節

2007-05-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

今天是衛塞節﹐我和我媽到了Assunta附近的一個觀音廟裡拜神。以下是一點點的寫照。。

人人在爭着燒香。。^____^

人潮一

來來作作善事~

就是這個了﹐觀音廟!

來一柱香先﹐平平安安。。

好多燭燈噢!

然後就是沐佛了!!

最關鍵的時刻﹐醫肚子~.~

阿彌陀佛~~~~~~

馬路如虎口!

2007-05-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

那天陪我的同事去辦理保險手續﹐經而來到一個修車場。聽說這裡專門修理那些在車禍中損壞了的車輛。我醬大個也沒有一次過看到那麼多車禍傷兵!!現場真是讓人不寒而慄。。

所謂馬路如虎口﹐一個不小心可能就會落得醬的下場了!

這輛肯定是該車場最美的車。。。

My Dream Car!!! Modified BMW!

希望往後你們的尊車不會光顧這種地方。。^____^

哈日時代的偶像

2007-04-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

今天工作到一半時﹐突然想起我大學時代其中一個偶像: 廣末涼子。
以前我可是屬於哈日一族來的﹐哈哈。她好像是我的第二個日本偶像(第一個是酒井法子)﹐我也忘了怎樣被她吸引到的﹐應該是聽了某首歌吧!一般人對她的印象應該是由[Beach Boys]開始吧!其他她好像還有演出了一部很好看的電視劇[Summer Snow]﹐當時看得我眼澀澀的。。。哈哈! 最後一次看到她的作品應該是她跟法國鬼才導演 Luc besson 還有實力派演員Jean Reno演出的[Wasabi]吧。然後她就好像靜了下來。。



基本上我覺得她是很卡娃(沒有宙)依的。。^________^ 永遠給人一種開開心心的感覺。然後唱歌也不錯﹐戲也拍得很好。可惜那個勢並不能維持到現在。有點可惜。。現在新晉的日本明星基本上我一個都不認識了。。。=P
對了我好像還沒有在youtube搜索過她的影片﹐不搜而已﹐一搜﹐竟然給我找到了她很多影片﹐真是太好了!果然是價值十六億美元的網站!! 看回她十六七歲時的影片﹐然後再看她最近的影片﹐發覺她頭髮長了多了一份成熟感。也驚覺她今年再過兩個月就已經二十七了﹐而且也結婚了﹐真的是歲月不饒人啊!真的是要好好反省了。。



這裡有個blog﹐裡面有很多她近期的相片﹐值得去看去看: Ryoko Hirosue picture collections﹐還有這是她的覆歷。對了﹐放一首我覺得是她最好聽的歌: 風之三菱鏡。當時真的很喜歡這首。現在聽回﹐還是那麼感人。(注意MV中間部份某段跟側田的[命硬]開頭有點相似﹐不知側田是不是從這裡得到靈感的呢。。?)

方向感

2007-04-30T19:38:00.000+08:00

可能在家太無聊了﹐不知不覺又在胡思亂想﹐想我的未來會是怎麼回事。。

基本上我覺得一個人如果要成功的話﹐是需要多方面的質數的﹐這其中一樣很重要的就是:方向感。一個人要確定他要的是什麼﹐然後努力往那個方向去做﹐以達到他想要的目的地。

問題是出來當了幾年朝九晚五的上班族後﹐現在想起來﹐居然忘了我的根本目標是什麼。想起這幾年的生活﹐工作和吃喝玩樂以外﹐好像也沒有怎樣真正的去想一下我要的是什麼。不﹐也不能說沒想過﹐只是往往想了﹐決定了﹐卻缺乏了一股動力去完成它。。這幾年﹐不知決定了多少個計劃﹐立了多少個志﹐能完成的居然只是寥寥幾個。。不知不覺中我居然成了"有志者立長志﹐無志者長立志"中的後者!真的有點悲哀。。

很多人說我野心很大(居然連算命先生也醬說。。^__^)﹐對于這一點我是承認的。因為我很希望可以精通每一種我有興趣的學問與技巧。。典型的巨蟹座吧。比如小學時我表哥在我面前玄耀他的漫畫技巧﹐從此以後我就對漫畫有了濃厚的興趣﹐從一年紀的時候畫畫拿E直到鍛煉成可以做漫畫家的水平。理科生的我在SPM還特地報考了畫畫﹐也拿了唯一的A1。還有也忘了小時候幾時開始對唱歌有了興趣﹐從烏鴉聲一直努力鍛煉成了現在的水平。而這些﹐只是云云中的其中兩個例子。。

問題是我的興趣太廣了﹐在有多種能力後﹐野心也自然大了。就是希望在全部我精通的方面都有某種成就。。但是﹐慢慢的﹐覺得這樣是行不通的。因為如果要在某方面有所成就﹐就要把你所有的時間都投入進去!上天很公平地給每一個人一天二十四個小時﹐如何運用則看那個人的造化。如果你每天把一半時間都投入在某個領域﹐很肯定的你將來在那個領域肯定會有所成就。相反﹐如果分散投資﹐到頭來就會像花撒一樣﹐在出口有太多的洞﹐在水射出的那瞬間﹐不規則地往着不同方向射去。光美麗﹐卻沒有射程。。

現代人如何去判斷一個人的成就呢?對了﹐就是你戴子裡有多少金。所以現在滿街的人都是滿口"財務自由"﹐"多層網絡銷售"﹐"打工不如出來干業"之類的。。年少時的夢想﹐卻有多少個還記得呢?皆因為他們認為那些夢想﹐"想想"就夠了﹐現實中還要吃飯﹐養家什麼。滿口"現實就是那麼殘酷"什麼的理論。現實真的那麼殘酷嗎?殘酷到大多數人都要放棄孩童的夢想﹐努力的通往所謂的財務自由嗎?當你真的獲得了財務自由﹐那時候你會不會懊悔地回首着青春的空白呢?

這社會上太多人生活地沒有目標了﹐每天行屍走肉地過活﹐從來沒有具體地計劃未來。真的我並不想成為他們的一份子。可是到頭來我還真的不知道我要的是什麼。。不﹐其實是知道的﹐可是要實現真的是需要很大的勇氣和犧牲。可以說我是一個悲觀主義者。做任何考量之前所看到的往往是負面的一面。或者保守的留在IT這個行業﹐走這條保守而穩定但不會有大出頭的道路嗎?

再過兩個月就二十六了﹐時間真的不容許我胡亂地混日子了。現在不努力一點﹐難道到老來才來徒傷悲嗎?

唉。。繞騷發完﹐今天早點睡覺!!! ^__________^

羅忆诗 - 新鲜

2007-04-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

羅忆诗﹐除了粱靜茹和Kath之外另一個很欣賞的大馬女歌手。以前她的成名曲[我不在乎]我repeat了四天。。。 =P
現在她拍了一支MV[新鮮]﹐也是很不錯下﹐MV也拍得很有水準的:

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羅忆诗 - 新鲜

絕對期待她的第一張專輯!

MV原處: Mobi Music
為方便播放所以rip了出來。。。
希望沒有違背任何版權問題。。 =)

爽爽錄音

2007-04-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

今天有點無聊﹐就來玩下錄音把。。
多多指教﹐不要笑得太大聲噢。。哈哈~ =P

夜曲

莎士比亞的天份

杜琪峰新作《放·逐》

2007-04-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

昨天看了一部不錯的電影-<放逐>。

<放逐>﹐是一部關於江湖事件的電影。是一部典型的男人電影。故事大概就是關於五個一流殺手﹐在其中一個金盤洗手後﹐另外四個卻接到命令要去殺他。後來卻變成一場江湖大屠殺事件的故事。

這部電影的情節一呵成﹐沒有一點拖拖拉拉﹐而且畫面優美。杜琪峰的執導功力成功把一個老套的江湖事件拍攝成一部經典﹐尤其是多場的槍擊場面﹐更成功的顯露了杜導演出神入化的拍攝功力。無論站位﹐拉鏡﹐擺設等都成功把電影的蓬勃氣勢給表現出來﹐一點也不遜于好萊塢電影﹐和吳宇森電影。很明顯的﹐杜導演的功力又成功飆上了另一個境界。

這部戲有很多大排演出﹐記有吴镇宇,黄秋生,张家辉,任贤齐,任达华,何超仪,张耀扬,林雪,陳雅倫﹐林家棟等等。。卡斯之大令人就算沒看過也得聽過這部電影。而主要演員之間的戲份平均﹐就算如影帝吴镇宇,黄秋生,任达华等也沒有特別出眾的發揮﹐以便觀眾的視線能專註在整個電影裡面。

可惜的是﹐這部電影的命運和另一部香港電影<父子>一樣﹐並不獲准在大馬播放﹐原因是這部電影具有濃厚的黑社會風氣﹐還有過渡血腥的畫面﹐恐怕會誤導我們的子民(我們尊貴的說的。。)。其實這樣作根本就無助于事。一來翻版氾濫﹐二來網絡下載氾濫﹐通過這兩個管道我們還是隨時可以接觸到這部電影﹐甚至是一刀不捱的版本。請問我們尊貴的﹐禁播不單不能阻止電影流入大馬﹐反而促進了翻版商的繁榮﹐這樣又有什麼意義呢?

不過總而言之﹐這部電影的確屬於上等佳作。如果你喜歡看類似<無間道>﹐<枪火>之類的江湖仇殺動作電影﹐這部電影絕對值得推薦!

小王子與外星人

2007-04-16T09:36:00.000+08:00

VS

最近出現了兩把非常不同的聲音﹐一個來至地球﹐另一個來至外星。對了﹐可能你們也略有所聞﹐就是Winson和Jerry的小王子與外星人EP合輯。小王子的聲線柔順與溫和﹐外星人的深沉和鬱愉。把兩把不同的聲音放在一起﹐就擦出了不一般的火花!

好了。。其實並不是要宣傳什麼的﹐只是最近聽了這張專輯﹐還有也注意到了他們的一些週邊新聞﹐就有一點興致在這裡發表一些意見罷了。

首先要恭喜他們﹐可以圓了很多音樂人的夢想﹐出了自己的第一張專輯。要知道在馬來西亞發片是很不容易的。首先銷量是一個大問題﹐因為翻版氾濫。而且大馬娛樂圈也不甚活躍﹐音樂人要靠唱歌養活自己是一大考驗。有些甚至努力一輩子也無法擁有自己的一張專輯。所以兩位小生應該是比較幸運的了。

然後來看下專輯的內容。不明白張覺隆為什麼把他們放在同一張專輯,因為他們的市場根本就不一樣!Winson是瞄準十幾歲在籍學妹﹐而Jerry的聽眾應該是大學以至已工作人士。把他們放在同一張專輯根本就是一個玩笑!你覺得那些學妹們會聽得懂Jerry那種憂鬱深沉又帶點世故的歌嗎?那種有點rock和heavy metal味道的歌不是那些經歷淺薄的學生妹所能領會的。

換個角度﹐你覺得那些二十多歲的人會被Winson那些什麼"幸福"﹐"愛什麼什麼"。。之類的歌所感動嗎?比如我來講﹐我只會覺得毛骨聳然。。怎麼這樣的歌都可以出街啊??不客氣的說一句﹐我們的Super Star真的還有太多太多的進步空間了!不過﹐聽說他在走校園時的人氣比Jerry來得強﹐就說明了那些MM的品味和我是兩極的。

而且﹐唱片公司不能以走校園的氣勢來決定一個歌手的前途。比如覺隆說誰的人氣高那個就得以出下一張專輯。人氣當然重要!不過如果他只是已走校園的人氣來作評論的話﹐那就真的是蹧蹋了Jerry了。要知道Winson是以Super Star出生的﹐歌迷群當然遠超才剛露面的Jerry。而且校園的歌迷大多數都會比較欣賞Winson類型的歌﹐而且Jerry也長得並不帥(其實Winson也不見得帥到去那裡。。。=P)﹐所以人氣被比下去也是情有可原的。可是外表是可以改進的。容祖兒剛出道時美嗎?孫燕資﹐陶吉吉﹐陳奕訊﹐曹格﹐張智城﹐光良﹐阿牛這些呢?他們都不帥﹐不美!可是隨着時間的醞釀﹐他們不單在歌唱事業有所成就﹐就連外表也越來越出眾了。而這個世界有一句很經典的話:"只有懶女人﹐沒有丑女人"。如果唱片公司認為Jerry外表是一個很大的問題的話﹐我只能說問題是出現在那間唱片公司的包裝﹐宣傳功力。

Jerry的唱功還有音樂才華是有目共睹的。當然不是說Winson差﹐畢竟這是經驗的問題。Winson的Super Star經驗和Jerry的多年駐唱經驗是暫時無從比較的。只要給他一點時間努力的話﹐畢竟還是可以趕上的。只是我希望唱片公司可以看到Jerry的潛能。不要因為一時的聲勢差異而埋沒了一個這樣努力和有才華的歌手!

還有順便說一句﹐其實還有一位有才華的歌手正等待發掘。她就是Muffin的Kathleen。美麗﹐親和﹐年輕﹐有天份﹐歌唱實力一流﹐迎合市場的自我風格﹐熟悉樂器﹐有創作能力﹐有經驗﹐不過除了出了一張Muffin EP外﹐到現在還在駐唱!這說明了大馬樂壇是多麼的會埋沒人才!不過我相信有實力的人總有一天一定會出人頭地的。所以阿Kath你千萬不能半途而廢啊! 希望你早日可以找到你的伯樂!

何谓财务自由?

2007-04-13T11:26:00.000+08:00

無意中找到這篇文章﹐它很淺白卻又一針見血的解釋了什麼是財務自由。不錯下:

一般上，想要知道个人财富的多寡，我们就得算个人的净值（净值等于所有资产减去所有负债）。

那么，你应该拥有多少净值，才可以说得上是财务自由呢？

《The Millionaire Next Door》这本书列出一个简单的方程式，来计算个人（在某个年龄和收入）应该拥有的净值：

应有净值 = (年龄 X 年收入) / 10

（注：这个公式只适合用在工作十年以上的人士！）

一个四十岁的人，年收入是5万令吉，那么他应该拥有20万令吉的净值，才可以算是一名“普通财富累计者”（Average Accumulator of Wealth - AAW）。计算方法如下：

应有净值 = (40) X (RM 50,000) / 10 = RM 200,000

如果他拥有应有净值的两倍或更多，也就是多于 2 X 20万 = 40万令吉，他就是一名“不平凡财富累计者”（Prodigious Accumulator of Wealth - PAW）。

反过来，如果他拥有少于应有净值的一半，也就是少于 0.5 X 20万 = 10万令吉的净值，他就是一名“失败财富累计者”（Under Accumulator of Wealth - UAW）。

想要达到财务自由，我们就一定要成为一名“不平凡财富累计者”！

再来看看一个比较实际的例子：

一个年收入48千令吉（月入4千）的45岁打工仔，拥有500千令吉的净值，他是不是一名“不平凡财富累计者”呢？
应有净值 = (45) X (RM 48,000) / 10 = RM 216,000

很明显，他是一名“不平凡财富累计者”，我们可以说他已经财务自由了！

也许拥有500千令吉的净值并不能说他是一名富翁。可是区区月入4千令吉，可以拥有500千令吉的净值，他一定是一个非常成功的储蓄者和投资者！还有，他一定过着低消费的生活方式。以500千令吉的净值，就算他十年不工作，他还是可以维持他目前的低消费的生活方式！

所以，在月入4千的一族里，他算是非常的富有！

另外一个例子：

一个年收入480千令吉（月入40千）的45岁打工仔，拥有100万令吉的净值，他是不是一名“不平凡财富累计者”呢？

应有净值 = (45) X (RM 480,000) / 10 = RM 2,160,000

他拥有100万净值，是名副其实的百万富翁，可是他算财务自由吗？

不！他是一名“失败财富累计者”。以他的年龄和月入4万令吉，他应该要拥有超过200万令吉的净值。

试想想，一个月入4万令吉的45岁人只有100万令吉的净值，他一定是属于高消费一族！如果有一天他失去了那份月入4万令吉的工作，你认为他可以维持他目前高消费生活方式多少年呢？也许一年或两年。你说，他达到财务自由了吗？

怎么可能？月入4万令吉不算是财务自由，反而月入4千令吉的却是财务自由？

当你尝试着回答以上问题的时候，请问问你自己两个简单的问题：

1 - 你需要花多少钱来维持一个高尚的生活方式？
2 - 你需要花多少钱来维持一个中下等的生活方式？

我们所谓的财务自由，就是你不用再工作，也可以像你平时那样继续生活下去……

那么如果你平时的生活方式不需要花很多钱，你并不需要累计很多财富，就可以不再工作，像平时那样继续生活下去。

反过来，如果你平时的生活方式需要花很多钱，就算你累计到很多财富，你也是很快就花完，如果你不再工作，你怎么能够像平时那样生活下去呢？

所以说：你选择的生活方式，是决定你达到财务自由的途径！

如果你选择中下等的生活方式，那么你的路就容易得多；如果你选择高尚的生活方式，那么你也许走不到你所谓的财务自由！

陳奕迅 - 夕陽無限好

2007-04-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

recently i listen back this song and its MTV, dunno is it old liao or what, i actually finds it's so meaningful and touching. Especially the lyrics, its actually remind us that time is passing without our notice. And things will not last forever as you seen. So what we can do is to make sure we enjoy our current life and be thankful and grateful to what we have and what we are now..

2 years back really, its only just an ordinary K-Song for me... aiks again old liao.. =(

The MTV actually have 2 version, and this version is alot touching..

陳奕迅-夕陽無限好

夕陽無限好
作曲:Eric Kwok l 填詞：林夕 l 編曲：Eric Kwok l 監製：Eric Kwok

多經典的歌后　一剎眼已走纏綿著青蔥的山丘　轉眼變蟻丘
這個剎那宇宙　拒絕永久世事無常還是未看夠　還未看透

多好玩的東西　早晚會放低從前並肩的好兄弟　可會撐到底
愛侶愛到一個地步　便另覓安慰枉當初苦苦送禮　最艷的花卉　最後化爛泥

#夕陽無限好　天色已黃昏本想去憑愛　去換最燦爛一生
想不到長吻　帶來更永恆傷感夕陽無限好　卻是近黃昏
高峰的快感　剎那失陷風花雪月不肯等人　要獻便獻吻

多風光的海島　一秒變廢土長存在心底的傾慕　可會夠細數
每秒每晚彷似大盜偷走的青春一天天變老只可追憶到　想追追不到

repeat #

好風景多的是　夕陽平常事然而每天眼見的　永遠不相似

A Concern, a backfired and a good lesson.

2007-04-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

Just had a harsh talk with my fren thru the phone. Its all happen because i sent an email to concern about the an interview she attended the day before. But i had forgotten the fact that there's an network administrator who likes(probably) to sneak into other's personal mail, which unfortunately is her Ex too. So attention would be draw more on her personal mail.

She felt very upset about that and keep thinking negatively, and put most of the blame on me. When i called her just wanna share some interesting story with her, she shows little interest and instead of that ask me to dissapear for the time being. And thats so call frens?

I tot she had a good characteristic but this time she really let me down alot. After all i had done for her so this is the result. Because of 1 tiny little "hows your interview yestesday". It might be an big impact for her job and i know it. But i really dont meant it and already appologies for thousand times. And in the end still she ask me to dissapear, dont even call her out for a drink..

What kinda relationship is that? I am always try to be sincere to others but seems like the return is just not what i want. I think i had to change my lifestyle and start to concern more about myself. At least i wont hate myself much, dont i?

What a blown. And good lessons:
1. Make a triple check before i send out something i type/msn
2. Concentrate in my job and life rather than be caring to others and gets backfired.
3. Care for those that really knows how to appretiate.

I dont know hows the situation will go on but tonight really a blow for me. Well no where to express so here would be the best place i guess..

my new soulmate!

2007-04-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

Last week it was a bad weekend, because Aresenal lost to Liverpool 1 - 4, jam while back from Ching Ming, wasted my whole weekend, and worst case, i lost my soulmate which accompany me for almost 6 years.. so sad! Left nothing but some great memories. Well my only memory of my great pal:

my old pal.. miss him!

Ok after the frustrated day i decided to loof forward, man must always look forward isn't it? So i decided to search for my replacement as soon as possible.. After little research on google, finally a new pal come across my sight, he is:
my new pal now!

I met him at SS2 and hes tremendous! So damn exciting after meeting him! He is sure alot entertaining than my old pal. Able to snap shotz, recording, video cam, gaming, and what else? alots more! well i was just so amaze of him! and 1 thing is y i get him not other symbian guy is because his damn cool! with his sliding outfits! A cool dude with solic black jacket! Too excited until i dunno how to write anymore~~~ @_@'''

Well just a little update before i am able to free myself up to blog my boombastic oversea trips journal!!! =)

Koo and Tan is the New All England Champion!

2007-03-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

Just absolutely stunning and unbelievable, but the fact is Koo Kien Kiat and Tan Boon Heong successfully ended malaysian's 25 years of long wait by crowning the All England 2007 Man's double!

Although i never watch the match, its just as amaze by reading the news. This talented pair ended China's hope in just 39 min by a straight sets of 21-15, 21-18! They just paired up for less than half year, and already conquered the Doha Asian games 2006, Malaysia Open 2007, and now even the historical and reputative All England! Thats really amazing!

Prehaps the next Nicole David is coming. They have the similarity of young, energetic, potential, motivative, dedicative, talented, and the wining pace (participated in 5 tourni, crowned 3, 1 runner up, and 1 quater final!), Just maintain the pace and decipline and they are not far away from being a legend. Hopefully they wont repeat the same mistake as Hafiz Hashim made 5 years back.

Yeah! Malaysia Boleh!

More story in thestar.com

矛盾之談一講女篇

2007-02-16T14:15:00.000+08:00

有一天﹐矛在街上無聊走着﹐遇上了好朋友-盾。

盾:"疑。。矛你怎麼了?看起來無精打采似的。。生理期來了嗎?"
矛:"男生會來生理期的嗎?你有病啊!?"

盾:"看你那麼down,開點玩笑也不行?"
矛:"hmm...現在醬的心情聽不懂啦。。。。。"

盾:"哈哈。。別那麼悲嗎!世界是美好的!"
矛:"世界到處都是空氣污染﹐戰亂﹐已經被人類的私心吞噬到不懂什麼模樣了。。。"

盾:"你。。。>_<。。。難道就不能想開點嗎?"
矛:"我也想啦。。可是最近生活有點不如意罷了。顯。。"

盾:"噢。。你我香蕉一場﹐講來聽聽?"
矛:"比如說。。今年的情人節﹐又一個人過了。。。"

盾:"疑?那個。。很多人都是醬啦。。單身沒什麼大不了啦。。"
矛:"可是。。明年真的不想一個人過了。。很顯。。"

盾:"哈哈。。老兄﹐如果要醬﹐就拜託快點去kao一個回來啦。。你好像都沒有什麼行動﹐妞那裡會自動送上門來呢?你以為你是貝碧坎母嗎??"
矛:"不過。。。說真的。。真的還沒有那種我覺得真正值得追求的目標出現勒。。難道你要我隨隨便便在街上找一個嗎?那可不行!我不欺騙良家婦女的。。=D"

盾:"又不是要你和她做人世﹐要麼那麼認真啊?"
矛:"總之就是干不出啦!!!!我是好人~ 哈哈~~~"

盾:"(暈。。)那你從來沒有對象麼??難道你。。。(走遠一點。。=P)"
矛:"你老爸才是!!!"

盾:"又關我老爸事!你兒子才是!"
矛:"。。。。。唉。。沒力氣和你玩啦。。"

盾:"哈哈。。。okok。。。那到底有沒有噢?"
矛:"。。有啦。。有一個讀書時就一直喜歡的。。"

盾:"讀書時。。。那少說都有五六年咯。。。??"
矛:"對啊!!"

盾:"哇佬。。純情小子!!! 不過你還真菜﹐這麼就還kao不到。。。"
矛:"(笑。。。)可能我不是那種kao lui很積極的人吧。。"

盾:"那她知道嗎?"
矛:"知道﹐已經表白過兩次的了。。。"

盾:"哇!兩次﹐你還真勇!那她有被感動嗎?"
矛:"hmmm..基本上我感覺不到。。。可能我在她心中永遠是朋友吧。。也可能認識了太久﹐優缺點都暴光了。。沒有新鮮感吧。。"

盾:"你那麼什麼的要求都看上她﹐那她應該是美女吧!應該很有吸引力那種。。=P"
矛:"hmm..她是瞞有吸引力啦。。可能是相處太久﹐產生了感情吧。。"

盾:"噢。。那她現在怎樣了?"
矛:"現在啊﹐還好啦﹐目前恢復了單身。。不過有仔在kao着。。"

盾:"那你這傢伙還等什麼呢??"
矛:"她都不喜歡我!勉強沒幸福啦!而且她就要出國了﹐距離戀。。很不好的啦。。"

盾:"噢﹐原來是醬啊﹐那你有沒有試過給機會其他女孩呢?"
矛:"應該。。。有吧﹐可是不是她們不喜歡我﹐就是我不喜歡她們!!!!很難吧我的情況。。=("

盾:"。。。。你這沒吸引力的傢伙還這麼挑!!"
矛:"我對我自己應該還有最基本的自信啦。。只是。。我跟她們在一起﹐不其然就會想到舊愛!醬的話怎樣能有決心去追求她們呢?"

盾:"舊的不去﹐新的不來啊兄弟!何況你跟她都沒開始﹐算什麼舊愛呢?"
矛:"我知道。。。可是。。很難啦。那是我生平第一次那麼喜歡一個人咯﹐而且還堅持了那麼多年﹐可是結果卻。。。唉。。真是遺憾。。"

盾:"索性忘了過去吧!如果你想明年可以慶祝情人節的話。。"
矛:"看下先吧。。不如我們去喝兩杯在說吧!講到口也幹了。。"

盾:"你這人真會轉話題。。好吧﹐那裡喝?"
矛:"看那一個酒吧比較靜的咱們就進那間吧。。"

盾:"好。。走吧!"

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待續。。

P:S: 本篇文章內容並不代表作者的真實生活情況。如有雷同﹐純屬巧合。

這篇東西﹐特別獻給明知這裡充滿了蜘蛛網﹐還時不時進來碰碰運的卡哇宙依 ^___^

So boring

2007-01-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

So boring! Doing all the things that totally alien with. And stucked....

Life shud be full of excitement, although somehow these days there's happy moment, but most of the time i am still felt week and discharged. Finally i decided to stay in the current company. At least for the time being. But altho i understand its a big challenge, sometimes i still cant take it and feels alot of pressure..

Is this the process that i had to undertake to grow? To make myself bc, pressure, heavyloaded, insane knowledge absorber, insane mindset!? nah i really felt wanna runaway from the reality. As i m caring to the others, i just felt that no1 could ever help me when i m down n troubled(tho my logical mind tell me that i still have alot of frens that care for me..). And also 1 bad thing bout single is: when u wan some1 to hug on during this period, u dun get 1...

OK! no one will ever read tis anyway since my blog has been full with spider webs this 2 months.. But anyway just to get a place to release my tense, since i dun wish to demotivate others thats bc at work during this moment.. =P

lost in direction........

2006-12-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

i am really lost and need time to think..
i had nvr been so lost in my career b4..
things changed so much within few months...
so demotivated, dissapointed, and tired...

leave sellfishly?
or stay for the responsibility and accept the challenge?
am i wrong in my philosophy and follow the rest of my colleages?
or wanna put myself in deep shit, and grow with the experience?

... to be continue in details

Crawling Process speed...

2006-12-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

nop.. is not about my PC, nor my EX5, or neither my project schedule. Is about this bladdy clinic below my office..

After a few times of heroic riding in the rain these days, finally the firewall was broken in by some virus call -- flu.. It started yesterday when i felt extremely cold in the client's server room and this morning, caused problem by a runny nose~ and by then, my trustful sisxt sense told me that i would be invade by some viruses call fever and flu soon... So until just now, the warning alert had drived me to seek for reinforcement to fight the nasty viruses.. and since the nearest barracks is under my office, no choice just bump in cause limited fuel to move further..

But damn, I need to wait about 15min to be able to see the bladdy doctor, as i am not sure how concern is his "secretary" about the patient waiting out there.. Theres actually not much people indeed, just 2 or 3 queuing thats all. And when i finally bump into the doctor's patient seat, i realised how..."unprofessional" he is.. the progress was so slow... and worse still, it took me another 15min to take medicine, somehow shows that how efficient was his secretary... Somemore not even any magic words for me after the long delay due to the inefficient and lack of passion in their job..

Well that will be the first and last time i would visit such unprofessional clinic...

Pictures of Malaysia A1 GP 2006~

2006-11-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

Ok pictures finally arrive! Lets see what we got...

Hoooo~ the starting and finishing point!

Can you understand this...? It was totally alien to me.. >.<

Yeh Malaysia boleh! The Malaysia's A1 GP car! Whos the owner....?

Neh.... mai this Lengzai lor....

A1 girl?? nola.. shes the major sponsor of my A1 trip .. haha~

And the biggest gift for her trip was.... O_O'''!!!!

Yeh!!! France! Zidane! Henry! Vierra! hmm.... anyone knows Nicolas Lapierre??

The handsome frenchman crew!

The malaysia A1 crew that works very hard in the backend!

Alexi: Eh brotar.. cepat sikit la... wa sangat hot oh... mau tangal baju liao! (In fact once he reach back the pit's resting room he really took of his shirt! Damn macho!)

These people sure kena saman alot on the road...

Ok la thats all... i think you can still find more in survon's blog(will be available soon i guess...*_*). Go pay a visit la!

The vroom vroom day

2006-11-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

The noisy and annoying vroom vroom sound, but it still able to attract quite a number of audience to suffer their ears for it. Cars, girls, ang mao, high tech thingy... yep! that forms the A1 GP!

Because Survon is kind enough to provide me a free ticket, plus an attractive additional free transport provided, finally led me into making the decision to suffer my ears, after my long long time apart of visiting the Sepang F1 circuit. I still remember that time i entered to carried my duties as a first-aider(yes, i know CPR, feel free to come and test me, lenglui only please...), and this is the second visit, and is no longer F1, but is for A1 - yep the one that our mr. Alex Yoong just crowned himself in the last Czech A1 GP open. =P

Well, have to sacrifice my sleeping hour and crawed up from my sweet sweet bed early in the morning... =( After reaching survon's house by around 8AM we go and met her frens at Puchong, and off to the circuit! And our seats were... the Mall Grand stand, hoooo~ so close and clear view! Although i only know... Alexi... And i believe most of the people there is about the similar level with me. Cause they only shout their local hero... and even "Ronaldo" (is there a driver names... Ronaldo??? Oh my! Ronaldo actually OWN THEM!! Click Here! but after all i think those who shouted Ronaldo dunno about this... haha!)...

Morning is the Sprint race, where by i think results is calculated base on the average of 2 fastest laps after they ran about.... 10 laps? Not really counted.. as the most excited part is of cause our Alexi came up from 7th to 4th, not bad yeh.. Malaysia Boleh wor... Appaulse la... And this race also decided the starting line up for the main race during afternoon..

After that we just filled up our stomach and visited the pitlane with survon (Yep ms survon's frens, Kate and Paul were kind enough to shared their expensive paddock pass... which worth RM150.. =P). I believe my heartbeats' pump reach the max during the whole day because it was just too exciting to visit such place.. You just get so close to the engineers, cars engines.... wow! And this the place that one of my idols M.Schumacher printed his foot steps (and tyres tracks... =P ) hahaha... abit off topic, lets back to F1, oops, A1..

After we stayed in the pitlane, we decided to stay there just waiting for mr. Alexi to come back, Of cause to get close to him la, you think so many this kinda chance meh? And during the waiting process we just stay in the pit, like we were one of their special guests... hahaha, no body border to chase us, and most of them are frenly anyway =) Ok.. finally Alexi turned up, and manage to snap a shot with survon.. Too bad his kinda busy man and no time for handsome guy... Celaka betul Alex.... gggrrrrrr! hahaha~

But He didnt perform as well as we aspected, got a 7th which.... still ok la.. i actually aspect him to be Top 5... or even a place in podium... mayb he was not good in raining race anyway, as he was far behind during raining race, dunno 11th or 12th, But once the track started to dry, he started to show off... but still kenot catch up too much... and a slight delay in the pit too, bad luck anyway. Anyway the young german driver won the race. Click here

Well overall it was a very good and well worth(my only major spending was RM 15-heineiken... =P ) trip and a kinda good experience too. Thanks to Survon and her frens, Kate and Paul.. And Alexi.... nothing to say, good luck in the future race anyway.

Pictures will be available later... be patient laa!!

Agar Perak Show

2006-11-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

What the heck is that? Agar-agar i know la... nono.. is not agar-agar from perak ok!? is.... A-CAPPELLA!!! My fren who spell it wrongly, tolong la eja ni betul betul la... malu mann....

So actually one of the lecturers from my formal music school becoming a stage manager for a Agar Perak.. A-CAPPELLA show case during last last saturday, and ask me to become one of his crews.. And thanks to him i now know a new place to spark up a bit my boring little life, KLPAC in Sentul (when i mentioned this to others, no body knows, only a cat knows... brovo cat!). Last time it actually a train Station!
Some how some genius arcitects manage to turn it into a ... "shi4 wai4 tau2 yuan2"... sorry for my bad english hahaha. Really i m shock when i realised that a urban and noisy place like Sentul still have such place for relaxing. Is more like a Lake-Garden like environment but theres some concert halls around the area which will host performance from time to time.. Really nice place, i will sure make my visit again very soon! Not really fully exploit the place yet.. =P

So, the acappella is actually form by a group of individuals, performing without accompany by music intruments, but using the overlapping harmonic vocal to produce wonderful piece of musical artwork that rich in layers. The team name of that show is call "The Wicked Pitches". Most of the members (apparently 10+ of them) are not full time, as they are professionals in diff fields such as finance, marketing, sales and so. But all of them have strong background in choir singing and already been together for 5 years! Thats how they are capable to performed the pieces until so well! Alot of sweats and bloods behind it you know?

My duties was actually to control the projector that project some background animations to the audience during the scene. Mayb u ask y u degree wanna go do such cheap pluk job? Aiya i m interested to see ma the performance.... =P And somemore this kinda thing can meet alot of diff people and manage to learn some musical knowledge too! And cheap pluk? excuse me! Do you know one of the crew is actually a Pre- Grad Doctor in Physics? Shock leh! i also.... haha. So all of us join for experience n fun la.. not $$ =P

OK lets talk about the performance then. I involve in 3 sessions, so hear the same old thing for 3 times... hahaha. But some of it were really nice, and creative. Wonder how much time they took to compose such pieces.. Songs like Belaiyan Jiwa, You Raise Me Up, I will be there, City of moon(Cheng2 Shi4 De Yue4 Guang1), They just blend it so well! And damn power mann the singing, not those Karaoke standard people like me can fight... piuh! Really admire them! And the place is very cool for performance, sound system is excellent, and the feel of standing on the stage is great! Wonder when i will have a chance to solo in this kinda environment...=P Yala yala... dun laugh la.. but i really hope ma one day i can do so... hehe.

Well, it was a good experience and it widen my music knowledge too. Really fun and enjoying! Too bad no picture to share for this... nevermind la you all go and see live better! Trust me, worth every single penny of urs!(RM 25 - 60 only!!!).

Mentos + Diet Coke Experiement

2006-11-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

my colleague just forwarded me this experiment pictures, where by the coke explode into a fountain when mentos is put in.. oh my!

then i went research on web and see how true is it, and base on my reseach, all of it proven to be true!!! oh my god! I better try it out someday, and if its true, then i forever wont drink coke anymore! and mentos too!

heres an interesting site to share, it contain some explaination on how is that happen.. and a sample video too!!

Click here!

And you can still found alot of it by googling.... O_O

How did it happen??
A lot of carbon dioxide (CO2) is solved in the cola. On a rough surface it can start to form a bubble and the Mentos has such a surface. This is called a "seed" and you can see the same effect when pouring cola in a dirty glass. Furthermore the Mentos are quite heavy, so that they fall quite fast to the bottom of the bottle, striking a lot of cola in a short time. All those bubbles need space — and there is only one direction: through the bottleneck. Since the gas is still covered in a cola-bubble all the cola is carried along through the nozzle.

2006-11-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

在卡娃宙依の生活部落格发现了这个测验，
瞒不错，放上来与大家分享。。

按此进入

我的结果就是。。。

自我型（與別不同，自成一格）

您樂於活在邊緣，而且在人生的所有層面追求不尋常、藝術性且富含意義的事物。
您具有美感的洞察力，以穿著和環境來表達自我的獨特性。
您把焦點放在關係和感覺，所以儘管對工作抱持理想，找到理想伴侶卻是第一優先。當一份新的關係出現，或是既有的關係出問題時，工作很快的就會被暫放在一旁。

優點：
您對別人的受苦具有深層且天賦的同理心，會立刻拋開自己的麻煩，去支持並幫助在痛苦中的人。

缺點：
您會主動追求「負面」情緒。當生命過得越來越平淡時，您會產生出一個情緒危機，如果任何人試圖跟您講道理，都只會令您變得更憤怒不悅。

愛情：
您傾向以「若即若離」的方式面對愛情。距離越遠，對方看起來就越完美。
您情緒變化範圍太廣，太強烈，再加上若即若離的習性，對於伴侶而言很難確切知道如何和您建立關係。

您只要在交往過程中碰到一丁點難題，或是預見自己會被拒絕，您便會推開自己的伴侶。
「我寧可當那個先離開的人，也不要當被遺棄的人。如果我失去了掌控權，那是相當可怕的事。」

安定方位：改革型
在安定的狀態下您會開始有完美主義傾向，去批判自己和別人。

壓力方位：付出型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得痴纏，失落，抑鬱和行為反復無常。很需要吸引別人，以獲得讚許。

建意：
每天找些正向的事情，並加以慶賀
享受世俗面，去看看平凡中的不平凡
覺得自己特殊而正確時，在行動前先花時間考慮清楚

最渴望：能更深入的了解自己，看透人生
最恐懼：自我身份的模糊，感情世界的缺陷
最難達到的美德：平衡 (Equanimity)
最難克服的執念：憂鬱 (Melancholy)

隨喜功德

2006-11-06T12:02:00.000+08:00

隨順他人的歡喜，
成為自己的歡喜，

或見他人所做的功德善事，
自己心生歡喜，

好像是自己做的一樣，
盡力去助他成功，

都可以叫做隨喜功德。

兩只猴子的故事

2006-11-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

從前﹐在一個動物園里﹐有兩隻猴子。
一隻雄的﹐一隻雌的。
它們的感情很不錯﹐常一起聊天﹐練習爬樹等。。
那時候它們的爬樹技巧﹐也難分得什麼高低﹐
如果要比﹐那只雄的怎樣都大力過那個雌的﹐
所以爬得快一點也是理所當然的吧!
不過那只雄的﹐卻有一種惰性﹐
每每都不肯用心的去爬。。
而那只雌的呢。。。卻很有耐性﹐而且很勤勞﹐
不怕吃苦﹐而且每次爬的時候都會用盡全力﹐
以達至她的目標。。

有一次它們參加了一個比賽﹐需要以組合的方式﹐
一起爬到樹頂﹐然後以平均時間來決定優勝﹐
而雌猴竟然來相約雄的來作她的同伴!
那只懶散的雄猴為了不會拖雌猴的後腿﹐
從而發揮了前所未有的潛能與幹勁﹐
最後它們也取得了不錯的成績。

後來動物園方面決定把它們放回森林里﹐
它們終於有機會去做他們要的事﹐
走它們要走的路了!
雌猴在陰陽差錯之下﹐踏入了一個滿是果實的果園﹐
這是很多猴子所要進入的夢想果園呢!
而雄猴因為有點漫不經心﹐所以就遲了那麼一步﹐
而進不了這個夢幻果園。。
他﹐選擇進了一個小果園﹐
那裡的香蕉﹐很多都是很瘦小的﹐
而且也要每天打掃果園﹐清理果園﹐
而干的那麼辛苦﹐也不會很確定明天會長出理想的果實。

雖然雌猴很多次邀請雄猴去她的果園﹐
而雄猴嘛﹐的確也有想過﹐
要進入一個確定會長出美味果實的果園﹐
不過呢﹐不知是雄性的自負﹐還是那種想自力更生的志氣﹐
多次邀請後﹐雄猴最終也堅持留在它的小果園默默耕耘。。
期待以自己的方式﹐在它的小果園里﹐
培養出會長出與大果園一樣美味和肥大的果實。。

所以之後﹐它們就沒機會在一起爬樹了﹐
各有各的果園要打理﹐
也很難找到時間來相聚﹐聊天了。。
雌猴在那大果園里﹐充份發揮了她那堅韌不拔﹐
勤奮和不到目標不罷休的精神﹐
非常努力的去打理她的果園﹐
從大家都懷疑雌性能力的局面﹐
到後來以表現說服了大家﹐
也拜那些舊的猴子一只只的離開﹐
從而有很多機會打理更大的範圍﹐
在那裡累積了不少經驗﹐
也漸漸成為了那裡的一個小組長。。

反觀雄猴兄呢?也不是講沒有努力管理喇。。
不過它就是沒有雌猴的專注力﹐和努力不懈的精神。。
而且﹐因為那個小果園很少有猴子離開﹐
所以他就是沒有雌猴那種可以有機會﹐
去管理更大的果園範圍。。
而它自己也不是那麼積極的猴﹐
從而每件事都是抱着得過且過的態度來辦。。
也不知為什麼沒有想過去創創更大一點的果園﹐
可能那裡的園主對它太好了吧!
所以它也一直沒有那種出去創創的決心﹐
也滿足於比較瘦小的香蕉與果實。。。

很快呢。。從動物園出來已經兩年多了﹐
雌猴因為有很好的表現﹐也因為累積了不少經驗﹐
她終於可以得到園主的信任﹐
到別個國家的果園去協助管理了﹐
這兩年來真是到過不少國家﹐
正直的德國猴子﹐kiasu的新加坡猴子﹐
浪漫的法國猴子﹐中國﹐泰國﹐與荷蘭猴子等等。。
她全部都見過了! 也因為有了這些外國果園的管理經驗﹐
她也成為了她果園里的一個很重要的猴子!
未來一片光明呢!

而雄猴呢?他雖然也有付出﹐堅持以自己的步伐來走他的路﹐
也最終因為果園的一些年長的猴子出走了﹐
他也終於有了機會管理更大的範圍了!
也成了其中一個在未來里重點培栽的猴子。。
前途。。。應該也是很亮的。。
但是它卻時常感到困擾。。因為它短期內是沒有機會﹐
好像雌猴那樣﹐可以到別個國家的果園去交流的!
因為小果園還沒有那樣的國際網絡。。
而雄猴因為之前沒有獲得像雌猴那樣的實踐環境﹐
所以也有很多經驗與能力方面是不足以應付那種責任的。。
而且工作性質也瞞不同的。。
所以很多時候雄猴想起來﹐也多少會有點不平衡吧!

雄猴的環境其實很不錯的﹐雖然果實瘦小了點﹐
不過定期長出成果﹐倒也不至於挨餓。。
也其實還有多餘的果實可以供課余時間來享用。。
也可以看到將來也會有雌猴的機會。。
可是﹐就是看來就是很難實現像雌猴出國的頻率。。
因為。。。基本上雄猴的工作性質是很少需要出國的。。

最近雌猴她要去日本的果園了﹐替她高興之於。。
卻又有一種不平衡的感覺。。
明明一樣的出發點﹐只是方向稍微不同﹐
短期內卻已經看到了明顯的分別!
試問十年後﹐又會是怎麼樣的情景呢?
雄猴﹐再不奮起直追的話﹐
進度可肯定是會越來越落後的哦!
所以幾個月前雄猴開始想了。。
而且越想越通了。。。雖然果園的大小不同﹐
但是成就卻跟那些因素並沒有很大的關聯﹐
重點是雄猴也一樣可以有機會﹐
靠自己來達到雌猴的位置。。

雖然現階段兩隻猴子的位置不同﹐
可是﹐只要有恆心與毅力﹐
雄猴總有一天可以到達雌猴的位置的!
加油!

可能你會問﹐那只雄的進度真的是那麼落後嗎?
比起其他猴子呢?
可以告訴你﹐比起其他猴子他可是一點都不差的!
可是他就是有一種不能輸給那只雌猴的心。。
那﹐可能是一種雄性不能輸給雌性的自負吧~!
而那只雌猴﹐可是所有雄猴所認識的雌猴中﹐
最為厲害的一隻呢!所以落後於她﹐
其實並沒有什麼大不了﹐大把雄猴也不如她!
可是﹐那只雄的﹐也不會束手就擒的﹐
一定會用盡它的一切努力﹐
發揮出他原本的潛力﹐追上雌猴的!

怎样规划人生【转载】

2006-10-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

20岁以前,
大部份的人是相同的，升学读书升学读书．．．，
建立自己基础。在父母亲友，
社会价值观影响及误打误撞的情况下完成基本教育。
选择读书，应该一鼓作气，在您尚未进入产业时，
能读多高就多高，毕竟何时进入产业，您都是社会新鲜人。
但是一旦您已经有工作经验而又有心进修，
当然管道很多，相对的挣扎也多。
因为您不知现在的年纪、条件、资历……
再去做进修这样的投资是否值得？
如果，您认定一辈子要当上班族，
学历对您而言相信是很重要的，
否则，时间宝贵，不容许您再走错路。
　　
20 ~ 25岁，
您要懂得掌握与规划自己的未来，
决定了就是一条无悔的不归路。
刚得到法律付予您的种种权力，
相对的您要尽您的义务及学习面对责任的承担。
这时候的您，是喜悦、矛盾与痛苦交战，
喜悦来自于开始被赋予一些自主权，
矛盾来自于与父母割不断的脐带关系，
痛苦的是开始要尝试错误。
您要开始为自己的未来规划，
如升学、就业、感情……拿回自己对人生的主控权，
而非一直受人左右影响的去摇摆自己的未来。

【学会人际关系，多认识积极的朋友，十年后这些朋友都将是产业的中坚】
25 ~ 30岁
您像一块海绵，努力吸收也甘心被压榨，
为的只是自我的成长。
这时候的您，应是工作取向，薪水待遇。
升迁调职您应该是斤斤计较。
因为唯有努力付出，相对的您才敢积极争取，
社会新鲜人的动力应该让您冲出自己的一片天，
也因为没有经验，所以不懂挫折。
因为资源不多，所以一切尽人事，听天命。
现在的您：领取别人的薪水，
学习别人的经验，付出自己的青春，
建构自己的未来。

【学会累积经验，接触机会，良师益友的提携更是提升您成长的大利器】　　
30 ~ 35岁，
您要学习判断机会、掌握机会，
不能再有尝试错误的心态。
这时候的您，应是事业取向和家庭取向，
工作应该从体力转换为脑力。
您应该看到的是远景，而非现况，
面对的是宽广人生，而非局限于自我。
结婚是许多人面临人生第一次的重大抉择，
面对婚姻，很多人以为结婚就是一个责任的结束，
殊不知正是学习的开始。
就像一些刚上市上柜公司，以为目标达成了，
忘了自己的企业责任，忽略本业。
反而是一个恶梦的开始。
人的本业不就是经营自己的家庭，
赚钱的目的不就希望给家人更好的生活，
但这可不能成为忽略家人的借口，
一个经营不好家庭的人，纵使赚到全世界，
他得到的只是表面的掌声，在他人生的这个圆，
永远有一个缺口。家应该是您最大的精神支柱。
动力来源和坚强后盾！

【时间管理，转化心境；转化用头脑去工作，不要用身体去工作】
35 ~ 40岁，
您要享受给人希望，功德无量的格局。
这时候的您，应是企业取向，工作只是一种休闲，
更可转化为对他人的责任。
如果您专注于研究，您应该不只穷毕生之力。
24小时不眠不休的去做苦力您应该有成立研究机构，
带领一群人做更多研发的雄心壮志。
如果您是企业主管，您应该不只停留在汲汲营营，
斤斤计较，您应该有能力担负主导周遭的员工、
家人，带领他们享受更好的生活。
格局的大小，会影响您成就的多少，
做一个有影响力的人，而非被影响的人。

【不论目前您多风光。多有成就，在您心中是否画得出十年后的你？】
静心思考! 我们现在所有努力的目的不就是为了父母、另一半、小孩……？
工作，不应该等于是人生，更不应该是需要经营一辈子的事。
试问健康、财富、自我成长、人际关系和时间自由，
什么是您努力工作的动力？我相信没有人愿意放弃任何一点。
这些正是促使我们年轻人前进的动力。
十年后，您是提早完成它？还是提早放弃它？

【宁可因梦想而忙碌，不要因忙碌而失去梦想】
我看周遭有太多优秀甚于我数倍的朋友，
可惜的是终日汲汲营营，投入更多的时间、精神、资源，
却没有享受到应得的代价，原因无他，努力错方向，
找错机会，拒绝机会而己。
Jordan 打了一辈子的篮球，是很难在棒球场上找到自己的舞台。
不要让忙碌蒙蔽了您的双眼再回头：廉颇老矣，尚能饭否？

【你的时间在那里，成就就在那里】
当您一个人成功，您只享受到一个人的快乐！
懂得分享与付出，
真正的快乐来自于:周遭的亲友因您的成长而提升，不论是精神或物质。
真正的成功来自于：周遭的亲友因您付出获得改善，给人希望功德无量。
我们不是在做慈善事业，尚没有能力普渡众生，
但是，我们可以发挥一己之力，对亲友，对那些有缘相遇的陌生朋友。
伸出您的手，在他们需要的时候!
太多人在等生命中的贵人，聪明如您，何不先从帮助他人开始？
“有人4、50岁了，还喜欢说出自某某名校，我觉得奇怪，
他们把学校那几年当成生命的巅峰，其实他出了校门便已开始走下坡路了。"

¤°.¸¸.·´¨`»¤ bOriNG oFfIC3 Lif3¤«´¨`·.¸¸.°¤

2006-10-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

2day is another day of boring office life. Face technical obstricle again. And well.. really dun have the mood to try hard to solve it.

Although it should be some kinda interesting challenge. But well.. haihz just lazy..

I also dont understand y bcome so demotivated. Mayb i become much lazy as grow up? Since the 1st minute i step into office today i just thinking of my bed. Life just too hard if w/o any sense of motivation...

Mayb lack of a target thats y... or maybe affect by the office environment? After 2 of my teammates left, just felt that the department become so quiet..

nah.. just some craps, is because i am mentally sick thats y...

nah.. the above are just some craps.... just too boring~ thats y...

[戏评]The Devil Wears Prada

2006-10-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

刚才去看了这套戏，
本来以为只是一出笑片，
却原来是一部很有意思的片!
在我工作了整天，
精疲力尽的坐在那里看戏时，
竟然没有打过一次哈欠。。!
很入神的把整出戏看完!

这个故事基本上是讲一个刚毕业的新鲜人，
在没有心理准备之下，
来到了一个全美最时尚的时尚杂志里工作，
新的挑战，难搞的波斯，
种种诱惑，利益关系，
究竟她要如何面对?
还有究竟是她选择人生，
还是人生选择了她?
最后结局瞒意外，的确够潇洒!

这出戏也带出了一些关于人生与事业的启示。
就是我们的确有权力选择自己的人生，
问题是在于我们能不能够抗拒诱惑，
比如种种的名与利等等。。
才能在前途茫茫的前方，
找到一片属于自己的天地。。

其实还有很多精彩的情节，
你们自己去看吧!~就不多讲了，
总之这绝对是一部值得回票价的作品!
鼎力推荐哦!

这里有些剧照，给大家欣赏一下!
http://movies.yahoo.com/shop?d=hv&id=1809233447&cf=pstills&intl=us

[专辑介绍]江美琪 - 爱哭鬼

2006-10-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

昨天又发现了一张很有收藏价值的专辑，
就是这张江美琪的[爱哭鬼]!
早就认识江美琪,
不过一直以来只觉得她唱得马马虎虎。。
不过听了这张专辑之后，
就对她完全改观了!
就好像当初粱静茹一样，
感觉上她真的进步了很多。。
不知到是不是因为制作班底强劲的关系。。
哈哈~~~

其实还没有真正去听这张专辑，
不过已经有几首歌比较有印象了。
首先就是[不速之客],
这是我第一首听到的歌。。
真的有点惊喜的感觉，
细腻的声音和以前有点不同了，
简简单单的旋律，简单的感觉，
虽然以前的专辑也是打着简单的口碑，
不过总没有这张专辑来的出色!

然后就是那首和光良合唱，
炙脍人口的[对你有感觉]!
一听旋律就知道是一首很感人的合唱K歌!
不过总觉得美中不足的是，
光良的声音在chorus的部分，
好像给江美琪盖了下去。。
如果可以编一些适合光良音域的和音，
我相信会更好一些~

然后就是[塔罗牌恋人]，
也是一首琅琅上口的K歌，
第一听还以为是SHE添。。。=P
因为曲风实在太像了。。。哈哈~
不过却也不失为一首动听的歌!

还有其他也是很不错的，
可惜印象还不是很深刻，
不能一一介绍。。
不过这绝对是一张制作认真的水准之作!
也很有诚意，
除了CD外，也有赠送[爱哭鬼],
[妹妹]和[对你有感觉]的MTV和KTV!!
所以绝对可以支持正版!

希望江美琪再接再厉，
制作多几张这样的专辑!! =D

又一次:失败的理财手法。。

2006-10-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

这两天，花了一百八十快。。。
除了八十是还炸弹债之外，
其他一百都是花的有点冤枉~

那天酒席之后，
一下子爽爽就跟了同事们去clubbing。。。
也忘了去那里，好像是叫Passion吧。。
如果好这些东西的人，其实应该不错的。。
只是我嘛。。很不喜欢人多又吵闹的地方。。
去到那里，真的不知干什么。。
谈天又很吵，酒我又少喝。。
又没什么心情跳舞。。
蛮显的。。。 -_-
过后就到楼下走走，
因为我们的位子在楼上。。

走到下面，看到我两个同事在跳舞。。
不知道没什么心情去join她们。。
就走到另一边去，
竟然给我找到有Live Band的地方~
(终于有东西ngam我了。。-_-)
就坐在那里听她们唱歌。。
可惜一会儿live band就没了。。
不过又给我找到了一个地方。。
有足球直播。。(哈哈~真无聊!!!)
Middlesboro vs Shefield United...=P
不管三七二十一就坐在那边看了~
一直到她们回家。。
其实整个过程才一粒半钟勒。。
但是。。。。却要了我五十元!!!
真是哭丧脸了~~~~~:'(

然后就是刚才，申请了Dot Red Card。。
然后才发现原来好多voucher都是有限制的。。
岂有此理~~真是太冲动了~
本来是想要它里面的一张配眼镜的voucher的。。。
却。。。。shit~!
唉。。。太冲动了。。。

赚钱容易存钱难。。
不懂几十才能冷静下来，
做一个理智的消费者呢?

婚礼的祝福

2006-09-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

不是指陈奕迅，而是我的同事结婚了!
今年二十八，是我的senior。。
看到他结婚，恭贺之余，
就想到了我的未来，
能结婚其实是很不简单的东西。。
除了要找到一个能陪伴你一辈子的人，
也要有一大笔资金。。。
拍照要钱，请酒要钱，
还有大前提下要有一个稳健的事业基础，
拥有供车供楼养家的财务能力，
还有以后要学习与另一半一起生活。。
一起处理生活的大大小小等等。。
真是麻烦。。

而我的senior至少已拥有以上条件的十之八九。。
所以相信他能好好的处理他的婚姻生涯。。
反之，那些因为"accident"而被逼结婚的人，
真不知他们小两口要如何面对以后的生活!
我身边就不乏这样的朋友，
well,只能祝他们一切安好。。
能够坚强的面对各种挫折就好了。。。

看来，华人结婚的前提，
要有一个坚实的财务基础，
以及成熟的理财能力，
这样才能面对结婚后所要面对的财政压力。。
结婚嘛。。不是你爱我我爱你就行的!

修身，齐家，治国，平天下。。
只比我大三年的同事已经到了齐家的阶段了。。
而我还为修身而努力着。。。>.<
看来明年要积极一点面对生活，
才不致于落后太多了。。哈哈~

希望三十岁之前能够结束王老五生涯吧!!
加油加油~

一個教訓

2006-09-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

最近在巧合之下進了某人的部落﹐
發現他讀了一些我發泄時寫的一些。。
對他表示不爽的東西。。
原來他也在他的部落裡﹐
發表了一篇回覆來攻擊我。。
我只是幾行字帶過﹐
也沒說明是誰(雖然暗示很明顯。。)
他竟然花時間寫了篇論文醬的東西﹐
一件一件事情來寫。。
還指名道姓﹐用詞尖酸刻薄且幼稚﹐
真是得空極了!
本來想在這裡攻擊回他。。but。。
well, 事情已過了那麼久﹐
而且那篇回覆也是他兩個月以前寫的。
我也懶得跟這種人浪費時間。。
因為還有很多有意義的東西可以做。

不過﹐也給了我一個教訓﹐
就是以後在部落說話要謹慎些。。
因為這是公開的東西。。
所以嘛。。
以後還是少在這裡post這些東西為妙﹐
免得再次惹到這種人。。
要講還是msn就好了。。

tag : 10 of life's simple pleasures

2006-09-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by survon asking me to write 10 life's simple pleasures. hmm..... try my best la~

"Name 10 of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick 10 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative; try not to use things that someone else has already used."

1. Dagei - dota, CS, Winning Eleven, Diablo~ too many!! Too bad nowadays just cant spend much time on this liao... =( And somehow some game plays for years liao still very unskillful... haha~not enough practice =P

2. Cheong Gor - Can do it anywhere, in redbox, neway, my room, toilet, quiet stair case, on my bike, in my car, haha~ no music no life!!! Cant imagine if 1 day i cant sing anymore.....

3. Listen to music - At office i hav my speaker/headphone turn on, at home i have mu altec lansing subs, outside? my little lelong.com mp3 player hehe... life just cant be without music!

4. surf without purpose - surf surf surf, but sometimes dun even know what i surfing for.... just to burn my boring little time... =P

5. Online gossip - well, not only msn, but gmail chat, forums and all sort of online communication tools, online chat is 1 interesting thing that could spark my boring office life, haha~ imagine 1 day w/o msn... well.. not to say die la.. but.. boring only la.. hehe

6. Fantasy Football - yahoo fantasy football, the only online game that i played currently.. interesting. Suits a football freak like me. It's objective is to earn as much point as possible from the players u chosen, base on the actual EPL games. A good way to burn my office free time.. hehe

7. Nap during lunch - if i dun do this 1 day, the other half day i would feel very dizzy and hard to think logically. Some researches actually show that 1 hour of afternoon nap = 3 hours of sleeping at night.. believe it??(nah but i really feel very refreshing.. tats all i know =P)

8. Sneak into other people's blog - theres not much blog i would visit, mayb just 3 or 4.. and it would be few times a day sometimes.. although it wont be updated that frequent(just hoping miracle sometimes...=P), and when saw something interesting i would reply, but sadly not really every1 appretiate the replies.. =(

9. yamcha(with some1 that clicks of cause) - is preferable to go somewhere that serve fast, good service, and the environment is either peaceful or quite, or theres some great singer that i admire around(u should know who.. if u are following my blog, haha). Dont really like expensive places, never been to any expensive cafe which their price and its services/beverage are at equal standard...

10. The last one..... is Meditation - every1 likes it. Every1 need to meditate at least 8 hours a day to make sure he/she has the energy to focus on the following day tasks. But i do wish i can meditate more than tat... hahaha~~

and... 10 victims?? oh my god!! i can only get 2!! =(
lack of blogger frens haha~~
KahYan
kawazoe

too bad huh... haha~~

心情故事

2006-09-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

心情﹐猶如五味般翻滾着。。
有時你很認真﹐真誠的去做某件事﹐
看在人家的眼裡﹐可能會認為你太多事﹐
太自以為﹐太得空﹐太。。。愚蠢!!!
有時幫人真的也要看是誰﹐
不可以老是做爛好人﹐
就是幫人。。
也要judge一下那個人會有=感恩之心!

有時也會懷疑自己做的每一件事﹐
到底值不值得。。
為他人付出了很多﹐
得到的﹐卻是非常不平衡!
有時真的會想自私點。。
可是。。就是不是這樣的人。。
做不到!

發現如果做多了爛好人﹐
對自己的心理真有點不平衡。。
有些人認識到你這點﹐就會去利用你!
就不知不絕多了很多。。
"有事就兄弟﹐無事就契弟"的傢伙!

近年來越來越酷了。。不是因為要耍酷﹐
而是有時覺得話多不如無話﹐
你可能會因為講錯一兩句話﹐
而惹來無數的禍患。。
人心是變幻莫測的。。

交際是一門學問﹐而且出來工作後﹐
遇到的人(不是在講我公司)﹐
說話也真要小心一點。。
一不小心得罪了他人﹐
不但會使關係惡化﹐
也會因而錯失了很多機會。。
真心話已不能要說就說。。
連在Blog裡面說話也要三思而行!
因為你永遠不知到什麼人正在看﹐
而那些內容是否得罪到他!!!

思想有點亂﹐可能今天太得空了。。哈哈~
office也有點靜﹐因為都出去了﹐
只剩下幾個人。。=P

~無題的一頁~

2006-09-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

今天公司有demo,所以暫時不用工作﹐
看來我也很久沒有update我的blog了。。
所以就來update一下吧!

不知道要講什麼。。。
就講些廢話吧!
剛剛跟一個在英格蘭利物浦留學的朋友msn。。
她在一個餐廳裡面兼職。。
很不錯噢﹐可以賺英鎊之余﹐
又可以看到很多利物浦球隊的球星!
比如Luiz Garcia, Jersy Dudek,
Robbie Fowler等等。。!
要拿簽名真是輕而易舉喇~~
真是有點羨慕。。。。。>.<

可惜她不是在倫敦﹐
要不然可很有機會看到Arsenal球員噢~~~~
Wowowowo~~
有時覺得可以有名人﹐
可以在自己的工作環境裡出現時﹐還真爽!!!
那些很難才見到的人﹐
無時無刻都可能會在身旁出現!!
哈哈~~怪不得真的有人為了要親近她們的偶像﹐
而去找一些比較有機會接近他們的工喇~~

不過我的朋友只是醬巧見到他們而已喇。。
而且她對足球是一知半解罷了。。
哈哈~~~
話說回來她已經去了那裡接近三年多了。。
不知到幾時才可以回來一起在喝茶呢。。?
有點想念以前一起搞活動的日子。。。=P

p/s: 對於那些不知道利物浦球隊的朋友﹐
可以到這裡來:
http://baike.baidu.com/lemma-php/dispose/view.php/2256.htm

剛剛upload時blog出了問題。。
剛打過post都不見了!!!!-_-
幸好以前有了經驗。。
打完後會抄到另一個地方backup先。。
不然就要重新打過了。。哈哈~

陈世安是TVB8全球华人新秀歌唱大赛冠军!!

2006-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

上星期错过了。。。刚刚才BT了下来看。。。
soli soli有点outdate~~~~hahaha~~

嗯。。。觉得整体上，没什么人可以比得上陈世安。。
如果只看歌声的话，高原铁定赢了，
不过高原就只有这个优势。。
感觉上他没什么舞台经验，
还有就是人太造作和讲话太自信了。。
有点讨人厌的感觉。。。
所以绝对支持Eason的3分~哈哈!!

反观陈世安，歌声虽然不及高远，
不过胜在有台风，够谦虚和亲切，
然后个人风格强过高远。。
所以可以说是实至名归~:D

其实还有一个(7号-甘艳秋)早早唱"囚鸟"的我也很欣赏~
是其中(或唯一)一个可以让我听出耳油的参赛者。。。
可惜可能创意不够还是缺少个人风格问题，
只能进到六强。。。=(
如果有第三名我肯定应该会是她拿的!

其他参赛者有些也瞒不错的，不过绝大多数看来有点紧张。。
所以很多都不是很用心去唱。。
只是在背歌词等等。。。
还有有些竟然模仿张学友。。。。>.<'''''''
肯定死喇。。。。没个人风格~!

然后就说说陈小春。。。
他肯定不是一个唱得的人，
不过却最能带动气氛，
且不讲他有没有资格当评审，
就个人意见来说，这类赛会需要这样的人来带动气氛，
所以我觉得大会邀请陈小春来当评审是正确的!

还有Eason和哈林的表演实在太棒了!!
唱得非常有节奏和感觉~!!
完全把其他表演嘉宾压了下去~~

还有就是。。。。。后面的YMCA不知是临时背歌词，
或者很ac-hock的东西。。
我觉得两个决赛人马都唱得。。。。糟糕极了!!:P
唱得一点也不放!!平平无奇的唱完就算~
可能双方都有点紧张吧。。
或者录音质数太差。。。现场可能好一点吧。。。。

总而言之，这界的比赛水准还好。。。
有高水准，也有些失水准的。。。不过也瞒值得一看!!!

好了。。。讲了那么多废话，最后就是。。。

恭喜陈世安为马来西亚增光!!!!!!!!

=D

Muffin@Sg Wang 2006 Sept 03

2006-09-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

今天趁得空就跑去看Muffin的表演。。
她们是应Jasmine杂志邀请出席一周年纪念表演的。。
大概三点我就到了。。。
却才知道她们大概四点半才会来。。。 -__-
又因为这其间的时装表演没什么兴趣。。。
没办法只好在金河逛街咯。。。
超无聊的来又有点"ngong gui"~ =P

好不容易等到四点半。。
她们终于来了~哈哈!!
真是兴奋~ 一出场她们首先就表演了她们的第二主打<女生派对>
然后就是访问环节，主持人要她们逐一分享她们的美容秘诀。。
然后就呈现了非常熟悉(对我而言)的第一主打<天天爱你>。。。哈哈!
之后还有以acapella方式呈现了生日歌给Jasmine杂志。。
主办单位也送了几束漂亮的鲜花给她们几位美女，就结束了本次的表演。。
而我也就归家咯~哈哈~

以下是几张现场的照片。。

几位美女刚出场时的情况。。

唱完第一首歌，主持就出来搞一搞场。。

我最欣赏的成员 - Kath

临走前少不了鲜花赠美女的环节。。 =P

访问环节:

生日歌:

不认识Muffin??快快去她们的部落看看!!

p/s: 本来今天Deseree也有出席的，不过临时取消了。。
有点失望。。有点而已。。 =P

人有三衰六旺的。。衰!

2006-08-31T11:17:00.000+08:00

今天真是一个倒霉的一天。。
因为我今天本来是约了我朋友去玩的。。
不过可能因为我没有在之前check一下水，
车子到了朋友家就已经过热了，
水箱里面竟然干完了~~

不过没水基本上是一盅小事情而已。。
但是在我加了水之后，
那辆车竟然start了一次就已经start不到了!!!!!
可能是因为电箱没电了。。
而我试完了所有电箱也竟然不行!!!!
最后我的朋友只好自己搭LRT去了。。。
一日游的计划也就告吹了。。。 :(

基本上没check水是我的错。。
可是我不明白为什么电箱会有问题!
要明白到这辆车一个星期前才大维修过。。
可是竟然不到一个礼拜就有了问题!!
而且我老爸说昨天才加了水。。
一定是那个维修人员把水箱给弄穿还是什么了。。。

那个我老爸给拿去维修的那个人，
其实是他的老朋友，
也有七十多岁了。。。
我一直以来都不是很相信他的skill。。
因为每次给他维修回来都会有其他问题的。。
老爸每次都给他弄是因为弄了之后他可以去跟他们一起去"饮"!
每次都是酱!!!!!
做事没有分寸! 也没有planning。。。!
不然为什么每次我拿车去弄后又没有问题?
他拿去弄就有问题?????
真的是非常失望!!!
不明白为什么会有这样的老爸!
每次只会制造问题，而不会解决问题，
然后每次都要我们帮他善后!!!! =(
要不然就是拖累我们!
还有每次有什么芝麻绿豆的风光事就迫不及待的唱通街，
好像我去中国的事，根本没什么大不了，
他却把他看成光宗耀祖的事!!怕死人不知!
他自己又不见的有什么前途!!!!
以后我有什么事还是只跟我妈讲好了。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。=(

真的非常生气和失望，
失望因为这样难的的约会就这样告吹了!
失望因为还帮不到朋友。。。也留了个不好印象!
失望因为有酱的父亲!
失望因为平常我最讨厌拖后腿的人。。
但是今天我却作了这种人。。。 =(
不过以后我会记住这个教训，
开车前要check一check够不够黑油与水。。
还有明天我会去还一个新的电箱，
虽然贵了一点，
但是一了百了!
还有是时候去想买车的事了。。
不能再依靠那不可靠的老爸!!

真的非常非常失望。。。。haihz.......

Eason Get A Live演唱會 - 觀後感

2006-08-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

終於結束了!!
我的偶像Eason的演唱會~~

hmm...還好啦。。。。。
可能我"老"了~
high不起~
見到他也不會特別興奮(我可是第一次見他喔~~)。。。
不過聽到那些我喜歡聽的歌還是會跟着唱。。。

我坐三百多塊的位子。。
Eason也不是很大個。。。
真懷疑那些七十多元的人看到什麼~~
我望上去也只能看到她們的頭好像一粒粒的沙。。。

開始的<浮誇>還有結尾的<與我常在>是整個show聽得最投入的歌曲。。
還有其他K歌如<葡萄成熟時>﹐<夕陽無限好>也很不錯。。
開始的時候那一個小時有很多載歌載舞的部份。。
那些舞蹈員全部都很搞笑~哈哈~~
果然是Eason的風格!!
(雖然這段時間有點悶。。
因為他唱的不是K歌。。
不過很佩服他可以頂那麼久﹐non-stop地唱了十來首歌!!!
果然是K歌之王~~哈哈~~

之後就開始唱些K歌﹐
那是大家好像突然醒了 (因為終於會跟着唱了。。。)
然後越後面的歌就越"K"。。
所以場面也越來越high了~ (我還是靜靜坐着。。老了。。。 )。。
然後到安歌部份﹐
後面的觀眾開始跑前來看了~~
因為在後面根本看不到Eason的真面目!!!
可能在家看VCD還比較清楚~
(誰坐後面的可以告訴我是什麼情況嗎??...)

有些粉絲真的很激動~~:L
例如坐在我後面的幾位男生~
由頭到位也表現得很投入/激動~
不時在後面喊~~
不過也可以了解。。
畢竟Eason的魅力不是蓋的~
哈哈~~

這是我第一次出席付費演唱會。。。
票。。。是贏來的。。。哈哈~
說真的﹐三百多塊觀賞演唱會真的有點奢侈。。。
我寧願去看現場足球賽(那些英超表演賽之類。。) 。。。:P
三百塊。。夠我唱二十幾次K了~~~

不過終於可以緊距離看到我的偶像唱歌。。
也算是不枉此行。。
今生也不會有這方面的遺憾~
永遠支持Eason
!!!!!

A Career Advancement Oppotunity!

2006-08-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday received a news from my manager, that my manager will send me and one of my senior to ShangHai, China for a five days intensive training course! Wow~ so cool!

Finally i no longer need to envy my friends that able to go aboard for company training/installation and so.. finally i have the chance to travel to other nation to widen my scope, and somemore its a 100K++ training course! I was quite surprise when i heard the news but obviously i was trying to calm myself down during the meeting.. haha of cause ma so exicited for what?? Must pro abit ma.. =P

And during the meeting also i discuss with my manger about my career advancement, career prospect and the pros and cons of changing jobs, hows the career advancement will undergo if i join other company, the trend of the current hottest job such as ERP/SAP consultants and so. The 1 on 1 discussion last about 2 hours and it really clear alot of my doubts about my career route and direction. I need to thank him for giving me alot of useful yet in-dept opinion about that.

As after this oppotunity, i will have chances to get more exposure to the outside world, such as go to client place, learn how to interact with them, manage projects. And also able to learn new things such as video decoding, networking and others! And eventually might have more chance to travel around, mayb will abroad too! Haha~ and this will prepare myself to advance to the next stage of my career -- becoming a consultant while quiting my techical job!

Hopefully i am able to absorb the knowledge in training (as my knowledge about video streaming/decoding and networking is nearly zero... =P), and able to improve my client interaction skills in the future. So that i can be like 1 of my friend who is now already the leader of development team and junior consultant. Although our path is not the same, but i believe i will catch up with her soon.

Anyway glad i never quit my job and change to ERP (thats what i plan to do earlier on..). Else i would miss this career advancement oppotunity! No doubt ERP line earn alot, but i just dun really like the routine job task and heavey work load that they need to deal with.. So if i change also is because of remuneration and the chance of learning client interaction skills (as i am now still consider in-house engineer with seldom have chance to go out and interact with customers..).

As now since i had been given such chance, i rather stay in my current company. The only thing that really consider a drawback in this company is i cannot earn as much as those trendy job like ERP engineer/consultant. And company benefit is not as much. But the best thing in this company is that:
1. Good working environment
2. Friendly colleague
3. Helpful, Understanding and tolerant boss
4. Helpful senior/teamate
5. Good flexibility of job tasks. So i wont get bored of doing same thing everyday
6. Able to do what i like (design and web programming)
7. Wide range of different veriety of job range. You can learn alot!!
8. Great challenge and alot learning oppotunity!
9. Currently upgraded to MSC status company
10. Near my house

As for money, i strongly believe that if you wanna earn big money, you need to establish your own business, learn how to invest and manage your wealth and so. So for me i think the difference in few hundred bucks is not a big deal as i still able to survive well. Even have extra money to go gym, buy insurance and so. Is all depend on your commitment and so. And i use the few hundred bucks to exchange to the above benefits, so is well worth. Because i believe wealth u can gain anywhere provided u have the commitment and skills, but a good working environment and good bosss/colleague are not easy to get.

Haha abit off topic~ anyway wish me yat lou sun fung la.. hahaha~~

p/s: my company website: Telshine
the training company in shanghai: Seachange

Lattest update: Date may not be next monday, it may change to mid september or so..

Lucky Night!

2006-08-25T10:16:00.000+08:00

So happy! Because 2molo i finally can see my favourite HK singer and idol -- Eason Chan!!!! I am so excited, and shock when i get the ticket!

Its all started when i went to Sg Wang to see Eason yesterday, i was thinking that since i cannot attend his concert, mayb just go there and have a look hows Eason Chan looks like.. Because all the while i never got the chance to see him.. And since yesterday i had frens who will be attending yesterday's show, well, i finially decided to go.. haha~

The place was so crowded... well, not as crowded as my aspectation.. Mayb eason not a lengzai and he never plan to sing in yesterday show or even signatures.. so not that many people attend anyway... Anyway, When i get there, my friend already been in the hotlink area, the area is nearer to the stage. Only people who bought a RM 100 hotlink card can go in there.. SO finally i decided to buy the RM 100 hotlink prepaid card (my 1st time in my life...), so that i can join them inside..

And after the purchase, the counter girl told me that i can actually participate in lucky draw, and tell me among the pingpong balls in the box, if i able to picked the yellow color 1, i would won myself a FREE Eason Chan's concert ticket!!! Well, that time i ask her how many yellow ball left, and she say still got 21 only~ WOW that box at least got 100 of them! Means my chances was just like 20% or so.. maybe less than that! Ok la.. i decided to ask her...... whether i can look into the box while picking... wakakakaak~~ YES i CHEATED! and she like pretend to look back, i faster look into the box and grab a yellow color ball... When she look back, she actually allow me to cheat~ wakakaka~ (anyway i already cheated..=P).. Then i just pretend to swing swing a bit my hand in the box, and give her the yellow ball. Obviously i won the ticket.. and she say is front seat.. well actually i m not very excited at that time.. dunno y, mayb not yet saw the ticket itself, and thought is a joke or something.. haha..

Anyway, after the show, when i went to redeemed my ticket, i realised it was really FRONT SEAT, SOMEMORE IS THE NEAREST TO THE STAGE. What is means by is in front of u is just EASON and no body else is blocking your way!! wahaaaaaaaaaaahahaha~ at that time i was so excited! That original ticket price is RM352~ and now is FREE for me! I thought it was only some far behind RM 72 ticket or so.. waw!! ()

waaaaww! i can stop smiling all the way back to home when i am on my bike, and keep whistling his songs all the way... hahaha~~

2day is not as excited liao, must calm down a bit else kenot concentrate my work.. hahaha~ Anyway hopefully can have an enjoyable night 2molo, at Eason Chan's Concert @ Bukit Jalil!! hehehe~~ 34 hours to go!

p/s: and the seat number is no: 18, such a lucky number.. wow!

Lelong.com

2006-08-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

Recently i started to shop online. Buying my Dell LCD, and shops at Lelong.com..

What is lelong.com? lelong.com is a malaysia online auction site, similar to ebay. U can browse alot of product inside and if it suit your taste, you can bid for it. Normally the price is alot lower than outside.

My first bid was on a 512 MP3 player, and eventually i was able to bid it. And fortunately the seller i come across is an honest seller, his nick is wanchoon. He is a very helpful guy and have been in lelong.com for few years. He aid me alot during the transaction and giving me a lot of guidelines that i am really appretiate it.

But anyway theres alot of conners in the site too, so for newbie please remember to check their profile to make sure they are good and "clean". And also need to read the product description properly.Cause there are alot replica ( Petaling Street kind ) product in the site, especially those watches, shirts, shoe, perfume, mp3/4 players... They will normally put "replica" or "xx liked" (eg ipod nano liked) product. So if a product is relatively cheap, u shud check it properly before you bid it.

Anyway, if being use well, Lelong.com and ebay this kinda auction site shud be a good place to get cheap things, especially as gift because it had alot of rare things that you can hardly get in market, dunno where they got that anyway... Is a nice place to be and shoud be very low risk if you carefully chose some nice profiled seller to deal with~

bad day!!!! $$$ gone again!!!

2006-08-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

Haihz... is actually little car accident lor.. Happend just now when i wanna go yamcha wif my colleague, the street was very dark and i just keep looking at the side shop to look at the restaurant.. suddenly i realised that my car is going towards the sidewalks, and its too late for me to stop the damn car~ then just~ BANG!!!!!

shit la~ i was so shock at that time~ and heard a glass breaking sound. then i faster go down and have a look, and found that my right front light eventually broken, and the left light bulb is broken too. Funny huh, cause i bang my left side but my right side broken... :P

Then after awhile, i found that a gas leaking sound, and eventually i know is that the vibration caused some disconnecting of the air-cond hose or something. And within 1 min time all my air-cond gas had leaked... and my air-cond no longer cold.... :( *cry*~~~~

Sad la! dunno y i am so careless!! And i estimate roughly 200 bucks is needed to repair the whole damn situation!! shit laaaa~~ i oledi so poor now and god still wanted me to spend so much money!!!!

Well, but if think in an optimistic side, luckily it doesnt cost me a fortune to fix the car, and eventually its only minor accident and nothing bad appeared to me, no police report is needed and no troublesome procedures is needed~ just spend $$ ll do~ haha~ and it also taught me the lesson that i should becarefull at nite and always focus in front when i drive, even in parking speed~ haha~ well shud consider myself lucky oso.. what do u think?

Broke Broke Broke~~~ >.<''''''

2006-07-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

Now is megasales, by right i should be very happy cause able to sapu cheap cheap branded things again... Nike, reeebok, adidas, Giordano, wahhhhhhh~~~

but then..... haihz because i just spend damn alot this days, i am completely BROKE!~! Here are the items i spended:
1. Insurance (Half year advance payment) - 1650
2. Medical Card - 450
3. Dell 17" LCD - 650
4. Reebok Cross training Shoe - 140
5. 2 MP3 Players from Lelong.com - 200
6. Major Repair of my Bike - 550

and guess what? The total here is already: RM 3640!!!!!!!! O_o ALAMAK!!!! SO MUCH!!! seriously i had never spend so much within 1 month in my whole life before!!! I mean this havnt included other installment payment like my Fitness Center which cost about RM 220 more!! and it makes it like RM 3840! and if included other expenses it would be about RM 4000+++ ...................

WOW!!!! My bank savings is severely wounded!! >.<''''' SAD~~~~ haihz... so anyway i will save to cover it back and this few months i will live like a student liao~ kakaka... no more expensive Cafe or restaurant for yamcha (unless special ocasion..), no more unnessary shopping, no more expensive lunch/dinner, everthing tapao~ no more lelong.com, no more online shopping~~~~~ wahh really back to my student life style now~~~

hehehe hopefully very soon i will have my savings recover to its original standard la.. god bless god bless~

These days too shiok liao spending money.... =P Next time i will plan well when spending money... next time dun dare liao... hehehe

a normal day in the office...

2006-07-27T09:32:00.000+08:00

well... today let me tell u how efficient my day in my office..

My Target of Today:
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- Finish at least 5 reports
- Add in necessary parameters for the reports
- Learn how to group the reports
- Solve the openreport disconnect after overnite problem
- find out how to union different month in openreport..

lets see i can accomplish how many % of it.... =P

ok heres what i did for the whole day in office:

9:16am - reached office, oops late for 1 min tim.. kakaka~ nvrm use to it already la.. well never start work immediately but surf net, check mail, open msn, see those updated msn contact's nick, check forums, visit my fren's blogs, while enjoying my donut as breakfast... well this progress spend about 1 hour...

10:00am - wanna start doing somthing... but very dizzy see the reporting tools.. no manual at all~ haihz... well decided to cont surf net and msn... but in the mean time also got learn the tools.. prehaps 10min.. and able to solve a small problem..

11:00am - still surfing net, replying forum, blog, too bad today blogspot is very slow so it took me ages to browse and reply the comments... then visited lelong.com, looking at some very attracting item.. but just window shopping only.. coz recently broke... =P work... mayb 15min like that.. not much progress.... :(

12:00pm - preparing some query and discuss about the reports to my seniors, and explain the program to them, and help them to prepare for their meeting.. then cont msn..

12:30 - 2:00pm - LUNCH TIME, one of the happiest moment during the whole day.. faster finish my moring-packed lunch and decided to cont msn and take my nap as usual.. suddenly recieved a call that my new DELL 17" LCD will arrive today at my mailing address, so i decided to go out to collect myself. After collecting it, i went to Maybank and do my online transfer to soem lelong.com items i purchase, realised that my account had been deactivated (cause my primary account is public bank... maybank i nvr used for ages liao... =P)...Damn! No choice liao have to go home and take my bank book to activate my account (7mins from home ... ^_____^).. and because of the time consuming process i missed the chance to meet up with my old office colleages liao.. and reached back my office by 2pm.. no time to nap today.. =P

2:00pm - 3:00 - Well trying to concentrate on my work, but felt very dizzy.. so i decided to curi curi nap for 10min... ooh~ so refreshing la when wake up~ then cont to do my work, and in the same time msn and surf net... =P

3:00pm - 4:00pm - cont working, while surfing thru the DELL LCD site to see other promotions, but as usual nevel plan to buy... hehe.. also revisit some blogs for their updates..

4:00pm - 5:00pm - well playing with my oracle database and the queries, and felt bit dizzy right now.. so i just browse thru nanyang.com to update the lattest news... Kuan Beng Hong lost in thailand open to a ke le fe... wat la him!! >.<''''

5:00pm - 6:00pm - well seriously is "waiting to go home mood"... head is paintful like hell and cant really functioned well already... haihz... so i decided to use most of the period to msn~ with colleagues and frens, and also go to the air-asia site to view their lattest promotion, $0.99 to langkawi! wow! But weekends are all fully booked until 21 jan 2007... >.<''' i check the price for 2 ppl and its RM 143.96 for 2 person for return flights(including Tax)... ok la... but because i just spend too much, i decided not to book in the end... muakakaka...

6:00pm - 6:40pm - all my msn frens wanna go home liao.. so i also preparing to pack.. but my senior came and wanna discuss somthing with me, so stay and working on some sql queries to provide them some reporting information, mostly figures.. after the discussion, it was alreday 6.35pm and most my colleagues are gone liao...

6:40pm - hmm... go home lor.. stay for what???? haha so happy go home can try my LCD already~ hehehe BIG BIG LCD screen~~~ (but i am broke because of that... >.<''')

thats my day in office~ interesting ya~! so many activities going on~ so bc la.... =.='''''

M.U.F.F.I.N

2006-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

http://planet.time.net.my/tiomanisland/kinkikids81/muffin_banner.jpg

hmm suddenly 2day have the mood to update my blog.. haha... so lets start with my favourite Local Gal Band -- MUFFIN!!

I first met Muffin is from a cafe in my area - Stream Cafe in Damansara Perdana. The light was quite dim, cant see the face properly but i still remember it was Chelc and Kath who were performing. And i am very amazed with one of their members' talent -- Kathleen. Her voice was explosive, yet nice to hear. Powerful but able to control to a certain level. And her singing style is western type, means is from tarsa not from throat like the ordinary chinese pop singer. And she is able to do so when playing his keyboard. She's just too talented and i am deeply impressed even tho thats the first time i saw her.

And the 2nd time i met them (all 4 of them this time) is during a 1 day music camp, which i saw Kahyan spaming her advertisement in my forum... wakakaka (thats how i know kahyan oso..). And when i met them i realised that they were all very good indeed, especially their accapella part, its amazing! And i also bit shock that these group of gals were actually similar ages with me! haha! And on the spot i bought their album, gt their signature and took photo with them... hehe..

Then from that time i begin to notice their activities, withness their performances, join their forum, blog, and even added them in my msn and friendster.. hehehe.. And i found out they are actually all very good and talented in diff areas. (but my favourtie is still Kath.. haha).

And by joining the forum, i get to know a few of their fans also. Some is very well thinking and mature. But of coz there are also low quality fans. And soon i found that i just cant join them anymore (because of certain incident), i quit the forum until now... =P

And nowadays there is a local music award going on, and incrediblely Muffin is at the 2nd place, behind Daniel Lee(winner of malaysian idol 2005) and leading 林宇中, 颜学迁．张起政, 陈威全, 宇恒 and so... so kheng la them!! hopefully they will maintain their pace and get at least into top 3! gogogo~ hehe

As i will always support Kath! And Chelc, Rachel and Cookie too! hopefully they cant cont to grow well in their career and may 1 day be a successful singer!

hmm.. just normal updates...hehe

2006-07-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

After so long finally i have time and mood to update my blog la... muakakaa sorry for all those who visited my blog.. cause recently quite bc and .... LAZY la.. okok i admit.. hoho..

Well yesterday i went sing K again. I am so happy cause finally i able to sing 曹格's <沉默玩具>! haha so happy never wasted my previous days efforts..

then later i went to One Utama to shoping. This is the 1st day of mega sales so theres so many people in the complex! oh my! and attraction is everywhere! so cheap la... damn.. but i dun have so much money..... >.< haihz... and not much time for shoping also because i have to rush back home for another activity, --- Futsal~

recently joined my net frens for futsal sections every week. haha is really fun to have sport together and is very enjoying every session. And i found out that becoming a keeper is pretty fun too as i can deny the opponent's effort and made some good save.. hehe... mayb i am not good in shooting and dribbling thats y.. haha. Think have to improve my stamina, fitness and skill level to be better in the coming session.. haha...

Ok la.. thats all for the normal update.. now lets talk about some 儿女私情 thing.. well after almost 1 year since my last engagement, recently few months ago i met some1 that i have feel with in. But i am still not sure how much is the chances available, mayb i m not those progessive type. Or mayb i am not "狠" enough in kao lui.. prehaps i gav her an impresssion of wanna-be-a-fren more than a further relationship.. prehaps she can feel my feeling bout her but haha of coz she wont mention it out. And yesterday she told me she will went KK in september, with a guy, yep... they 2 only. Wow! that was really shocking! I wonder whats their relationship since a normal girl wont simply go sucha far place with a single guy. But obviously i can observe that the guy is interested in her, not sure she's interested with the guy or not.

Prehaps is time for me to declare my will to her, before its too late. Just like last time.I had wasted too much time and not taking serious action, and it end up in a failure. Guess i should really learn up my lesson and should tell and tell her what i think bout her. Although it might end up losing a fren, but i think i have to take the step else forever i can only become her fren... :( ... haihz.. this kinda thing always very troublesome.... hmmmMMMMMMM~~~~

Well Mega Sales ison now, just now got my new reebok shoe and i still need to buy a watch, working shoe and prehaps some working shirts/pants.. prehaps next weekend i will go and SAPU again... muakaakakaka~

Hmm...just a normal updates~ heeeeeee

2006-07-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Well, just now went out and finally get myself a medical card from AIA agent. Think its a very crucial necessity because nowadays started to felt myself not as healthy as young age. So have to do tis kinda small investment liao... no choice... haihz...

Recently one of my frens that i known for bout 6 years had ben really bad luck these days. First her car was bang by motocyclist, need to report police, repair cars n claim insurance.. Then now she needs to walk to her car after work alone at night(not near distance). And then the victim who killed in a robbering case yesterday(the robber suicide later 1..) was actually her brother's good fren. And her granma is having serious illness, and her dad is sick too.... walao!! So many things happen in her life! Is been really an unlucky period for her... feel sad and stress for her oso.. Anyway she is a very independent and strong girl, and i believe she can handle the tension well.. Gambateh my fren!!!

Just went to Kawa's and Kahyan's board this afternoon. Well if u think u are very stressful and unlucky, u can always compare to my fren above.. so u 2 are actually veliu lucky la n are having a very fine life~ so dun complain much la... just face it~ hehehe~

Still furious with Materazzi~ damn this man i will curse him the rest of my life! He spoiled Zidane's retirement ceremony and creating a big big flaw in Zidane's soccer career. No body likes him now... damn!!!!!

Zidane Headbutt Materrazi!

2006-07-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

wah really kheng theres alot of flash games and funny animations appeared on the net now! this is part of it.. I will update if i find out more!! hehehe.. EVERY1 HATES ITALIAN NOW!

http://wormy.multiply.com/journal/item/684
http://widelec.org/zidane.html

enjoy!

France lost... But they still make me proud~

2006-07-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

Finally Worldcups ends in a dramatic scene as Zidane ends his career with a red card resulting banging his head into the STUPID itallian defender. Anyway i am not very dissapointed altho my fav team lost, cause they lost in style and able to return to their country proudly.

I once though France is in great danger during 1st half, as they are really clueless on how to defend Itallian's headers... nearly got into 3 - 1!! lucky 1 kena tiang and 1 save by defender... but pirlo is very good as he threathen the france defence alot by execute alot of superb crossing...

But dunno y France seems like inspired during 2nd half and extra time and most of the time holding the possesions in italy's half. Too bad Ribery just not a good finisher and Henry had been marked thighly during the whole match.. But Henry once did a superb footwork but just miss the final kick... too bad..

And Situation is still same after Vierra, Henry and Zidane was out.. So you must be very proud of their performance although they just get unlucky in the penalty shots...

Both keepers seems not a Ricardo-like keeper and both sides able to execute the penalty in style...well just that Trezeguet is very unlucky as his penalty bounced out after reaching the inner post... too bad for the frencemen.. haihz...

Anyway France is still the better side off the itallian and i still very proud of them... And i will always support France no matter what situation they are into hohoho.... anyway hopefully France can perform equally better during the 2008 Euro cup!

Futsal match... end up 腰酸背疼腿抽筋~

2006-07-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Just now played futsal with my colleagues and some other company's staff, a very good exercise especially now during worldcup fever..! U can imagine u r Zidane or Ronaldinho on the field, and try to do those tricky tricks u saw on TV... muakaka (obviously end up in a ugly way...=P)..

Very interesting match as it can really improve the relationship between staff, and a good exercise too for those office people who seldom exercise... hehehe~ And it really fun to play!!! But well, at the end it was very tired! I endup injured my leg, tight and even my back! EEUUUOOCH!! and very thirsty! Drank 4 cans of Excel and 2 big glass of water when came back! WOoohoho~~ Though i hurt myself badly, it was a fun event and hopefully the company can organised this kinda thing more frequent!

p/s: shit dunno what will happen on the next day... will i be PARALYZED?? because it really hurts u know... especially my back... hmmmmmmmmmMMMMMM~~

Boring meeting.......Z.Z

2006-07-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just now afternoon went into a boring meeting... damn sien...95% of the things mentioned was not my business....>.< so during that period i just drawn some little comic... put up and show u all.. ngiak ngiak... really boring.. if dun entertain myself i will be fall into sleep (because the day before was France vs portugal.... =P)

France 1 - 0 Portugal!!!!!

2006-07-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hoooray!!! Finally Henry and Zidane able to tapao Luis Figo!!! So happy and finally france book themself a place to Berlin!! They played very well defensive game that night and Portugal was unable to find space to strike for the equaliser. During the begining of the match Both team's possesion was quite equal, until the tricky Henry won himself a penalty and Zidane able to put it behind Ricardo with his calm feet! Cool Zidane! His penalty is really worldclass! Prehaps England should consider hiring him as Penalty couch after his retirement! =P

But who is the man of the match? From my POV, is the veteran defender, Liliam Thuram! His superb individualistic performance had made Pauletta the portugal dangerman no room at all. And finally being sub by Simao! wakakaka~ And of cause all the midfielder is very good in controlling the rythym of the game! well done i must said! And Barthez too performing quite well to stop alot of danger shots from the portugal attacks, especially the center passes. Altho he did made mistakes from Ronaldo's free kick, but well, Figo wasted the best chance of the game by putting it widely, hehehe~ too bad!!

But there was also players that were not performing well during the game, 1 of it is Abidal, the defender. he actually perform quite stable during the tournament but dunno y this game he is like day dreaming and made alot of mistakes... and the worst player of the game is LOUIS SAHA!!! DAMN THE STUPID MU STRIKER! he nearly caused us the game!! he substituted Henry during the final moment, but immediately after few minutes he got yellow card and miss the next match, and he made alot of miss-passing. The worst scenerio came from the final moment, he did a back pass to.... a PORTUGAL PLAYER, and that counter attack nearly caused the equalliser!! Damn Saha!! MU SUX!

Anyway good luck to France in the final!!! Les Blues~~

On-Going Match: France vs Portugal

2006-07-06T03:57:00.000+08:00

Finally i willing to stay up and witness my team on the way to Berlin. Well since now is half time, i will just put a little summary of the 1st half here.

It was actually a quite equal 1st half, both side had equally gain possesions for their side. But the attacks were harmless anyway, seems like both side is staying cautiously for the counter attacks..... But the scenario change suddenly, when the SUPERB Henry dribble himself through the last defender, and with no other option, the portugal defender has to foul him inside the box!! Holy Shit that gives a penalty to us! And Zidane puts it in with his calm shot!! 1 - 0!!! Anyway applause to the Portugal Keeper too because he nearly saves it. What a penalty save expert!

And Potugal now starting to be more aggressive in their attacks, Figo and Ronaldo are threatening the Les Blues' defence but were all ended up in the defenders' feet! Thuram does a very good job to stop Pauletta, the portugal dangerman. And France too put some very good counter attack and Ribery nearly wins a Penalty. Anyway France able to hold their advantage until the whissle blown and gain a huge mentally advantage in the second half. Lets see what happen now.....

Pre Match Review: France vs Portugal

2006-07-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

First of all, i am so damn happie that the stupid German Tank had been sunk yesterday... HooOOOOOORAaAAAAyyy!!! Actually i hate both team, Italy and German, but w/o Germany in the final we can aspected a really fair Final will be put on in the Berlin stadium.. hehe. But anyway Klose i think will still get the Golden boot as German will have another 3rd placing match to play..

Anyway, lets talk about the preview of tonight match up, featuring my favourite team, FRANCE!!!! vs the unaspected Portugal. As a loyal France supporter since 8 years ago, obviously i hope my team can go through. But well is that so simple?

Portugal, might not be a famous football country for most of the people. But for regular football fans like me, no doubt that Portugal is well-known as one of the strong team in Europe country. And they are also the current European runner-up (Greece is the champion). And there are alot good players which playing for the top clubs in europe, such as Deco(Barcelona), Ronaldo(MU),Figo(Inter Milan), and not to forget Diago and Viana, and the superb keeper that kept out 75% of England's penalty -- Ricardo!!!

France, a slow heat-up team, performed superbly to stun the world best country, Brazil. What do u aspected when u stunned such a gaint? That's right, the throphy! Their ace is obviously Zinadane Zidane. Although he is already 34, but his classy movement still maintain. And most important is that he is the mastermind in all the France attack! And we have a deadly Arsenal striker -- Thierry Henry as well! Henry Henry Henry~~ if he can perform in a similar class as he did in his club, Portugal will be DOOOMM!! And of cause we have other good players such as the mighty Vierra, the fast-paced Ribery, the MU striker Saha, Super Chelsea defender Makelele, Sagnol, Abidal and others! So in term of squad we wont be any lacking from portugal! hehehe..

Well, anyway football is always round, anything can happen. Just hope that France perform well in the match, and please DONT GET ANYMORE YELLOW CARD, as it will cause some ace players such as Zidane to be suspended from the final... Hopefully France can once more proven to those people that put a big laugh on them during their group performance and shock the world again~ hehehe~ anyway bonne chance Les Blues!!!

Serious Flu..

2006-07-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

Oh my.. cant believe my flu is not yet fully recover until today.. really terrible and need to take ANOTHER DAY of MC.. so sad!

Mayb is because my body is weaker nowadays as i had been quite lazy to Gym or exercise these days. And also because of worldcup fever resulting i need to stay up late to watch the games.. Mayb not enough sleep is one of the major reasons..

Well, prehaps i need to sacrifice the France vs Portugal game (which will be shown on 3am... >.<'') as health comes first.. But if France advance, no matter how sick i am i will still Watch the Bloody final.. hohoho~~

Well once world cup ends i will back to normal life and hopefully my health condition can be improved.. =)

FRANCE 1 - 0 BRAZIL!!!!! OH YEH!

2006-07-02T05:05:00.000+08:00

YES!!! Finally France sent the Brazillian right back home after a typical 1 - 0 match, King Henry scored the only goal! And well, too bad i am too sleepy to watch the whole match but well, during the final moment i can see France is coorperating well between each others to sealed the victory. They are really organised and after leading, never played only defensively but still threathening the brazillian's back from time to time.

Congrate to Henry, congrate to Zidane and others, they are certainly having one of the greatest moment in their life, especially after proven that no luck was being applied 8 years ago. And hopefully they will be able maintain this sort of quality performance in the semi and stunned the shocking portugal also!

Hmm... but in the final i am really doubt whether they can beat germany or not.. Cause there are too much advantage hold by the host such as referee's bias againts there opponent.. anyway god bless the Italian to Stunned the Host so that we can have a fair game in the Final: France vs Italy!! hohoho!

10 years, 20 years, 30 years later....

2006-07-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

Just now i visited a forum ( not local talent band... ), there's this topic of write down what's your planning for the future 30 years. It split into 10, 20, and 30 years. Well quite interesting and here are what i written(this is at least what i initially planned..not finallised yet.. as it should be a process to revise it from time to time):

This year - 25 years old
Currently working in in an IT company, but always have a thinking that life shouldnt be spend in such way. So is time to think again my vision and mission of my life. Maybe spend my free time to do something i prefer to do. Looking for further development and improvement in myself physically and mentally. hopefully will get a stable love life.

10 years later - 35 years old
After realised my plannings, now i should be in a very satisfy lifestyle. During day time, i would be at a managerial position and no longer involve in any technical development, but to lead the technical development.

In the mean time, hopefully i can have achievement in music industrial, becoming a successful part time music composer. cant earn much bcoz my focus is still with my IT career.

And in this stage, i should already develop a great passion in my job and a good self-motivater. Already have my own appartment and car(s). Looking forward to/Already have establish my own business.

Should be married and already have a stable family. Prehaps already have my 1st kid. A good wife is very important so that she can share my thinking and motivate me when i had problems. So this should be part of my vision.

Money had to be spend to my own illness and my parent's illness, so money is very important in this stage.

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20 years later - 45 years old
hmm... i should had already establish my company. And woking hard to expand it. Prehaps it should be a medium size company which have 20-30 employees. Should not be too stable but already have regular customers.

World of IT should be changing rapidly now, So i will have to make sure that i keep track of the latest technology by that time and able to come out with some up-to-date competative product.

I should had no longer working on my part time. My full concentration should be with my company now.

In the mean time, i will still trying my best to maintain a stable and harmonic family, as its very important to us. A non-stable company will cause me to lost concentration to my work and bring bad luck to me. And hopefully my children will more or less growth in a healthy way. I will guide them so that they are able to choose the right path in their life and start to work on it at that time. Acedemy result is not important but Attitudes and Good Habits must be proper developed

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30 years later - 55 years old
55, should be the age of retired. It actually depends how's my career now. Hopefully its already listed in the stock market for years. And it should be stable. Prehaps is time for me to let go some of my power and let some1 else with great inspiration and motivation to handle the company. But pre-requiresite is that i must achieve financial independent.

If i retired, prehaps is time for me to involve in arts, the things that i would not able to do now. I will paint to spend my free time. And join some Art-accosiation and some old-folks community so that my soul will still sparks with some direction and vision in life. I must not spend my entire retirement life at home as it will only burn my life meaninglessly.

About my family, hopefully my partner will still be around with me, and we still have alot of topics to communicate of. And we will at that time, trying to achieve somthing that we cant achieve during out youth, so that so will have no regret when the time comes.

My children should be already gratuated and start to contrubute themself to the community. Hopefully they are very self-independant and well-developed and wont involve in any illegal activities. And of cause we should have enough financial strength to support me and my partner without the help of my children.

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虽然写到好像很容易，不过人的一生中总会有不少挫折，所以我只希望我的生命不会留白。将来老了以后回忆起年轻时会是快乐，不是伤感和遗憾就好了。。

Argentina 2 - Germany 4!!!!

2006-07-01T02:05:00.000+08:00

Finally this classic match ends in a very cruel method, the russian roullete! But Argentina seems to be the unlucky 1, and miss 2 penalties resulting a 2 - 4 to the Germans.. Damn sad la... Argentina is the team i put high hope in stunning the Ego German but in the end they just seems to be lack of luck!

Anyway i nvr watch the whole match, just a bit of extra time and the shoot out. Anyway abit happy also because the hero of germany that made the double save if Jens Lehmann, and he is fgrom my most favourite/faithful club - ARSENAL!!!! muakakaaka! So fortunate Arsenal have this kinda top class keeper in the team! hehe

Anyway hopefully German will lose in the Semi Final, to england or Portugal.. muakakaka!

p/s: oh ya.. after the match there happend the incidence of Argentina players hantam some 1.. but cant see clearly who he hantam.. prehaps 2molo's newspaper we will know...

Inpired Movie: Take The Lead

2006-06-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

2day i am sick, hmm actually is recoving from my illness, anyway i am resting at home today.... =)

Yesterday i watched a good movie, name Take The Lead, its about a Ballroom dancing instructor inspring the lost kids in high school to give them the strength and direction to understand their life and take responsibility of them. First my colleague told me is a comedy, but after watching it, i dont think so, its more to a inspiration and motivation movie.

i can tell you that this movie for me, is actually better than all the Big cast hollywood commerciallised movie such as Harry Porter or any of these kinda big film! The movie is very meaningful and i will recommend each and everyone of you to watch it, will honestly worth your ticket =)

p/s: The main Character is really YAO YENG and LENGZAI!! better than Pierre Brosnan (James Bond)!

Take a Lead Preview: http://www.taketheleadmovie.com/# ( you wont see anything special here, but the movie itself will be far better than this crappy preview! )

My New company's namecard is so SUX

2006-06-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

well, 1st of all, i am still in the same company. Just that a new sub company with MSC status is being establish and all our development team is being transfer to the new company.

So, me again is being ask to design the logo and namecard of the company. Well, i cant really spend too much time on designing as my main priority task is in programming anyway (coz i am a software engineer thats y...). Anyway i stil try to put as much efforts in it as possible..

But the results were so dissapointing, 1st of all, they had chosen a logo that i had put the LEAST efforts in, where by nobody appretiate those that i put the most efforts in. And in my sense, its VERY UGLY indead. But at that time i already cannot do anything because everything had been finalised..

OK SET. Next thing i do is to design a namecard. Designing a namecard with such a ugly logo is too a very challenging task. They dont like alot of color, and want it to be simple.. ok. I had tried my best to come out a few thats quite nice.. well theres also a plain 1 there. then they(the bosses) finally decided to choose a "okok" design (for me). And well, dunno whether the namecard printer's pb or my design's problem, the result(especially color) came out is really not satisfying. Then i had being force to amend the design LAST MINUTES in the printer shop, as i would be goinf to the company trip the day after that, and wont had much time for the namecar already, and they need to distribute it in a few days later.

BUT, today when i see the outcome of the card, i can tell u that it is WORSE THAN KID'S TOY!!!!! damn bloody dissapointed for myself and really sad case in this. Seriously i wont want to distribute this kinda kiddo namecard to my client as it totally spoil my company's image. DAMN! whos fault is this? my fault? well i guess i have some responsibility to be made too... AND another reason is that i believe this kinda thing they should give to the DESIGNER to do it, not me! And there's no color printer here which i could test the output, is also a crucial point too... and well, those bosses also made some terrible choices too in selecting the initial design!

WELL, this time i had learn the lesson, and the next time i will tell my boss to sent all the printouts design to design house. As is very hard for me to accomplish such job due to lack of experience, materials and environment, oh ya and TIME too.. as i like being a rojak in the company, well prehaps i should learn to become a pro rather than a multipurpose man!! Or prehaps i should force myself to improve into a designer level only i ll accept such task again, REMEMBER NO EXTRA MONEY IS BEING PAY TO ME!

Dissapointed, mayb i gonna do my own namecard better than using that sucky namecard.. hehehe =P ok la after shooting in the board feel much relief di... piuhhh

UPDATE: But today my manager told me that the boss like it very much, and he consider ok... hmm... dunno good or bad..

France is through for the Last 16!!

2006-06-24T04:58:00.000+08:00

Finally a goal and an assist from Patric Vierra had bring france to overcome the affrican obstricle and strike through into the last 16! So glad and really never dissapoint me for waking up early in the morning to witness that.

Well Ribery and Vierra was really performing well in the match. Ribery, although he missed 2 golden oppotunities to seal the win earlier but he still the hardworking man that keeps breaking the togo defence with his pace and excelent dribble. Vierra the birthday boy, meanwhile show good example of captaincy by contributing directly to the france victory.Meanwhile, Henry was ok and able to show that he can perform as well as during his club games in the world stage.

But there are also sucky person in the match, one of it is David Trezeguet, he is so sux and kep missing golden chances in the match, lousy passing and concentration. Cant believe he is actually the top scorer for Juventus! Dominic better replace him with Saha or Wiltord in the next game.

Anyway they will face Spain in the last 16, a tough match for the france. If they wanna win they need to be better than this game. Especially the strikers..

Good luck France!!!!

sumthing that ruin my nice mood

2006-06-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

well, actually my mood was quite ok earlier on, just tat just now there happend some small incident that spoil my mood..

just visited a local talent band's forum, and well, did sum little joke inside, truly its just a joke in the begining. But all of the sudden, one member, which i dun really remember when's the lst time i communicate wif him/her, come out and start personal attack on me. And all of the sudden i becuming a target to attack!!

Well obviously i cant act like a kid a start to fuck him/her on people's forum right? its just so unprofessional! damn! i was wishing i was 10 years younger and i can start to fuck in da forum as i was during younger age. Well i just deleted all my "jokes" and just shut up in the end... damn..

I dun really know y which part of my sentence offenced those people. Really no sense of humor and what can i do? fight wif kids? damn.... that's really sux!

is really such a pitty for the talented local band for having such fans...